About slavejohn

Wish I could say I was smart enough to have chosen Goddess Haylee, but I just stumbled across her online. She ensnared me by her words and claimed me as her own. What Haylee wants – Haylee gets. Just live now to be worthy of her gift of bliss. All for Haylee.

Goddess Haylee Knows Best

I find myself accepting things now in slavery to Goddess Haylee that I would not have accepted when I started a year ago. When I first started with Goddess Haylee it took me time to buy all her MP3s because I didn’t want to spend too much money. Now I find myself celebrating that I have accepted the privilege of tributing her 5% from every paycheck. And then on top … Continue reading

What’s Happening to Me?

I have been a slave now for a year. It has been one of the most rewarding experiences of my life. But lately things have been changing. One of the things I never wanted was findom. I accepted sending something to Goddess Haylee on the 19th each month, but that’s as far as it went. I feel I have been generous in my gifts and tribute, but it was always … Continue reading

True Surrender and Slavery to Goddess Haylee

The other day Empress Vox Siren tweeted, “True surrender and slavery is so much more fulfilling than jerking off to random clips. Not many have what it takes though.” As many of Vox’s tweets it was serious and deep. I confess to being a bit of a smart ass so my foolish reply was… second thought, I am not going to repeat it. It doesn’t deserve to be repeated. The … Continue reading

The Witch’s Prize

We divided ourselves into groups. Some would go to the graveyards and see if they could find the sections where the oldest graves could be found. Others went to see what records they could find through the local churches. And the last group would go to the local governments to see what records they could find there. I convinced JohnDavid to join me in the group that was going to … Continue reading

The Witch’s Plan

The sleeping arrangements were tight, but I had my iPhone and earbuds so with Goddess’ sweet voice in my ears I slept fine. In the morning there was fruit for breakfast. People keep arriving all night and there were now a couple dozen. Instructions were that everyone was to be awake and in the living room at 9:00 am. “Good Morning slaves,” the voice came over the speaker phone. I … Continue reading

The Witch’s Will

The drive was hours and so I had plenty of time to think. I drove for over an hour. I put on the radio in an attempt to drowned out my thoughts. But the debate raged within my mind. “What am I doing?” “You are obeying Goddess.” “It’s not supposed to be like this.” “How the hell do you know ‘how it’s supposed to be’?” “I should just go home now.” “No. I … Continue reading

She’s a Witch!

The phone rang. “Hello.” “Hello, my sweet.” It was Goddess. I was in shock. How did she get my number. I don’t remember ever giving it to her. Finally I stuttered back, “G-Goddess?” “Of course, silly.” “How did you…? It’s wonderful to hear from you but… How did you get my number?” She laughed. Then said firmly, “Listen very carefully, slave.” She paused. “Do you understand?” I went calm. I heard … Continue reading

The Experiment After 30 Days

When Goddess Haylee released The Experiment she gave instructions to listen to in while I slept for 30 days. Well 30 days are up. What was my experience? Did it have any effect on me? From the very beginning I found The Experiment frustrating. I love Goddess’ sweet voice. I enjoy listening to her guidance. I know what is going on because she is usually clear. The first few nights it was just … Continue reading

I Need Goddess Haylee’s Control

It began as like. I liked Haylee’s YouTube video. I liked it a lot. I liked her MP3s. I liked it all so much it overwhelmed me. But overtime it when from like to love. Then I couldn’t get enough of them. And month after month my love went to need, and the need grew and grew. I have faithfully listened, read, watch Goddess Haylee day after day, week after week, month after … Continue reading

Haylee Is Free – I Am a Slave

Just read a post by JohnDavid, and he said it well, but I thought the topic needed a full blog post. We work hard. We earn money. When we spend our money to buy things. We buy houses, cars, paper napkins, all kinds of stuff. But when we pay for services we don’t own the service provider. When we pay someone for a service we admit that we can’t do … Continue reading