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Wish I could say I was smart enough to have chosen Goddess Haylee, but I just stumbled across her online. She ensnared me by her words and claimed me as her own. What Haylee wants – Haylee gets. Just live now to be worthy of her gift of bliss. All for Haylee.

On My Mind, In My Mind

On My Mind, In My Mind. I put Goddess Haylee’s MP3 into my iTunes on my cell phone. Probably a common thing to do. But today I noticed that there is a column on the list of music on my iTunes that says how many times I have listened to each entry. For several of Goddess’ MP3s the numbers are already over a hundred. All together I have listened to them 725 times. … Continue reading

Thinking for Me

Thinking for Me “It is so easy to let my Mistress Haylee think for me,” is one of the lines from Commit to Submit. Of course that is not he only place where Goddess Haylee speaks of thinking for me. In the introduction to Thoughts Washed Away she speaks of the “pleasures of letting another person think for you.” And it is so easy and so pleasurable. At some point … Continue reading

Haylee Is So Much More Than a Regular Woman.

Haylee Is So Much More Than a Regular Woman.

Haylee Is So Much More Than a Regular Woman. Before reading “Haylee Is So Much More Than a Regular Woman.” please read “Unbelievable Luck” and “The Goddess and the Tongue Tied Fool“. So the woman who is my Goddess, Haylee Lynn said, “Get in the car, slave.” So I got into the car. “Put on your seat belt,” was her next instruction. I put on my seatbelt. “Now look into my … Continue reading

The Goddess and the Tongue Tied Fool
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The Goddess and the Tongue Tied Fool

The Goddess always in control of her Tongue Tied fool.

The Goddess always in control of her Tongue Tied fool.

She actually waited – for ME. She’s a Goddess – I’m a slave. She could have driven away and this would be one of the best days ever. But she waited for me. Now Goddess Haylee Lynn is calling me over.

“It’s okay. Come here,” Haylee said probably wondering why I was hesitating. I realized I had frozen and wasn’t doing as told. I just couldn’t believe this was happening. But I finally got my feet to move and walked over to actually talk to my actual Goddess! I am embarrassed to admit it, but I was totally overwhelmed. “Yes, Goddess,” was all I could get out after crossing the parking lot.

She smiled and giggled at me. “Take a deep breath.” I breathed in. “Let it go.” I exhaled. “Relax.” Then she asked so sweetly, “You okay?”

“I am now, thanks,” I said as she smiled at me. “It’s not… I’m a bit… Sorry, sorry, I just feel unworthy and a bit thrown.”

She laughed, “‘A bit?'” She reached out took the soda out of my hand, placed it on top of her car. Then she took my arm at the elbow, turned me around and said, “Let’s take a walk.”

We walked down a residential street. It was twilight. The air was cool as the leaves on the trees were orange and red. We walked together with her on my arm, but she was in total control. In her presence I could feel her confidence. She was someone who was at ease in any situation. And I realized just how true the phrase was, that I had repeated so many times, “What Haylee wants – Haylee gets.”

She asked me about my trip and how I came to be there. We talked about some of the posts I had made on Facebook and IHWT. I was shocked but pleased she even remembered them. She told me that she liked my used of the phrase, “As you wish,” and that she liked ‘The Princes Bride’ too.

Once I calmed down, I found myself enjoying being in her presence. I stopped congratulating myself for how lucky I was and focused more and more on her. She asked more questions, some very personal, and I found myself telling her everything. And long before I wanted it to end we were back at her car.

I wanted to be gracious and end our time together with more dignity than it had begun. “Thank you for sharing this time with me Goddess. I can’t tell you how much it means to me…”

She smiled, “Get in the car, slave.”

To be continued…

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Unbelievable Luck

Unbelievable Luck

Unbelievable Luck Traveling for work I arrived early in the day. Checked into the hotel and thought I would go check out the town. Didn’t know anyone, there was nothing at the local movie theater I wanted to see, so figured I would grab light dinner and go back to my hotel where I could spend the evening listening to Goddess Haylee’s MP3s. No one would disturb me so I could spend my evening in … Continue reading

I Never Stood a Chance

I Never Stood a Chance

I Never Stood a Chance As part of my devotion and to help me to grow as her slave, I have been going back to tasks that Haylee posted. Task number 2 was, “write down your top 3 reasons for submitting to me, serving me, worshiping me, etc. Ultimately your top 3 reasons for being mine.” I thought about this for a while. I didn’t just come to Haylee all at once. I took … Continue reading

Mantras to Remember

Mantras to Remember

Mantras to Remember. Posted on November 24, 2015 by slavejohn. Listening to Goddess Haylee Lynn’s Mind Melt Mantra there is an instruction to repeat a set of phrases throughout the day and night: “I submit and surrender to Mistress Haylee. I ache to please Goddess Haylee. Haylee’s pleasure is my ultimate pleasure. I am Haylee’s slave. I am Haylee’s play thing. I know my place – I am Haylee’s property. Haylee … Continue reading

Goddess Haylee: Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Became a Slave

Goddess Haylee: Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Became a Slave

Goddess Haylee: Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Became a Slave. There is a industry of hypnodommes on the web. Do a search on Niteflirt and you will find hundreds. Even on YouTube there is an endless number. The worst are the pictures of beautiful young women in differing stages of undress with words you’re supposed to read to put you into trance, or a voice that sounds … Continue reading

Fear Turned to Joy by Accepting Goddess Haylee Lynn.

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Fear Turned to Joy by Accepting Goddess Haylee Lynn. I first experienced trace when I was in college. I learned a technique to relax and do self-hypnosis. I found I could go limp and trance. It was really handy when I went to the dentist – I could visualize myself ANYWHERE else. But as I have gotten older I guess I have too much stress in my life and I … Continue reading