I Lost Before I Began
I Lost Before I Began by slavejohn.
I wasn’t strong enough. I thought I could stay in control. Enjoy some hypnotism. Have a laugh. I would be the one who would listen to Haylee Lynn and not end up proclaiming Haylee a Goddess. She would not be able to make me her slave. But I was so wrong. My soul is lost. I no longer have control of my life, of my money, of my mind. It all now belongs to Haylee. I am lost..
But you, you still have a chance. Don’t make the mistake I made. Don’t let her inside of your head! She is dangerous. First you will see her eyes and think, those are nice. And you will think it harmless to stair into them for a while. You’ll watch her YouTube video and think it relaxing. And when it ends she will say, “Hit replay and watch again.” You will think, “That was pleasant. I think I would like to watch that again.” And you will hit replay. Don’t do it. Don’t follow down that path. There is no resisting her. She is a witch. She will cast a spell on you. You will share my fate. Total surrender to Goddess Haylee.
Every day I must listen to her voice. Hear her tender words whispering directly into my mind. I read and re-read her words on HypnoticHaylee.com. I read her every post on Facebook and Twitter. I have bought every MP3 from her store, and every video from IWantClips.com. Nothing is more beautiful than her image. Staring at her videos or pictures makes my heart melt. Goddess Haylee fills my life with peace and unlimited pleasure. I have no control. I only want Haylee more and more.
I no longer care about anything but giving her pleasure. I pour over Goddess Haylee’s Amazon gift list for hours reading each of the descriptions trying to decide which would please her more. My head is filled with thought like, ‘Is the sun dress prettier than the shawl?’ My money flows to her through tributes on Google Wallet, Gift Rocket, and some guy named John David’s Paypal account. As much as I can, as often as I can, I tribute to her. I cannot resist because I know it will please her.
But you don’t need to share my fate. You can still avoid it. Do not think for a moment that you can resist her. No one can resist Goddess Haylee. You are a fool if you think anything else. Know that if you watch her Youtube videos, or listen to her MP3s, or even read her words on HypnoticHaylee.com you will suffer my fate. You will seek the joy of pleasing Goddess Haylee. You will long to feel her bliss.
There. it is done. You have read too much. It is now too late for you, as it was too late for me. You have read my words. You now know that Haylee’s bliss exists. You cannot resist it. You may run away for a day, or a week, or even a year. But the thought of Haylee’s bliss will draw you back. You know you must experience it. There is no greater pleasure in this life. And once you taste it you will never want to stop. So give yourself over. You know you want to. Join us as one of Goddess Haylee’s faithful slaves. Experience Haylee’s bliss.
Welcome to your new life.
Thanks for reading “I Lost Before I Began”.
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