I Cannot Resist My Goddess Haylee

I Cannot Resist My Goddess Haylee

I Cannot Resist My Goddess Haylee

I Cannot Resist My Goddess Haylee.

I began to obey Goddess Haylee Lynn when I first watched her YouTube video. When it came to the end she said hit replay – I hit replay. Then it came to the end again and she said hit replay – I hit replay. Then it came to the end again and she said… you get the picture. I still get caught up in that circle whenever I listen to them. And I feel so guilty about not obeying. Sometimes I shut it off before it gets to the end so that I don’t have to not obey.

I always obey when in trance. Goddess says lay still – I lay still. Goddess says breath – I breath. Goddess says hold my breath – I hold my breath. Goddess says touch myself – I touch myself. Whatever she says I obediently follow. But that is in trance. I am hypnotized. You’re supposed to obey when hypnotized. If you don’t obey then your not hypnotized. So I always obey.

More and more I find that I cannot deny her even outside of trance. A couple of times I have been online when she commanded someone to pay for her shopping or her lunch. I was able to do it before anyone else. I knew I was the first who had the chance to obey and that I had to obey. And it felt so good. Once she even called me out by name and commanded me to pay for something she wanted. I didn’t question. I didn’t hesitate. I obeyed and it was a thrill to do so.

Now I find that I want her to command me. I need her control. I am totally weak – for her. I am so addicted. I only feel whole when I am watching one of her videos or listening to one of her MP3  and am deep under her control. The rest of the time part of me is yearning for Haylee’s control. I need it so much. All for Haylee.

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Wish I could say I was smart enough to have chosen Goddess Haylee, but I just stumbled across her online. She ensnared me by her words and claimed me as her own. What Haylee wants - Haylee gets. Just live now to be worthy of her gift of bliss. All for Haylee.

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I Cannot Resist My Goddess Haylee — 1 Comment

  1. I know the feeling so so well, John. It’s truly wonderful. At times it may feel overwhelming and other times very manageable. At times, I feel empty when Goddess is out of my reach as if I were Her dog left home alone for a better part of the day, but I found that those are the times I NEED to be sure to set time aside for ‘on my knees with head to the ground’ worship and reflection, reciting mantras, and dwelling on Her Perfection. That helps me to both remember my place and also my purpose as Her workerbot slave and property. When She’s happy, I’m most happy, as I should be.
    Thanks for the great blog post! I love so much, watching your journey into Goddess. Like looking in a mirror!

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