Chaste for Goddess Haylee

I had seen the file for Mind Cage and thought about getting it and listening to it. After a couple of months of being a slave, I asked Goddess about it, but she said I wasn’t ready. After several months of reading other slaves’ experience with having a mind cage my curiosity grew. I finally got the Mind Cage MP3 after a year of being Goddess Haylee’s slave. The first time I only asked … Continue reading

To Become What Goddess Haylee Says

It’s always been a nagging fear that I never really knew who I might become if I surrendered and accepted Goddess Haylee’s plan for my life. Some Christians believe that God has a plan for their lives, and the success of life is determined by how closely you can discern, and then follow, God’s plan. It’s a lot safer to put your fate into the hands of a divine being who is never … Continue reading

Desperate for Goddess Haylee Lynn

Every day, every way, I belong to Haylee. Every day, every way, I belong to Haylee. Every day, every way, I belong to Haylee. Every day, every… It has become like a song I just can’t get out of my head. I have found that my devotion and commitment continues to grow. But it’s not growing where it is “supposed” to grow. When you plant a garden you put the flowers in … Continue reading

Goddess Haylee Makes Me Better

“You eat better. You move your body. You are financially wise. You treat yourself and others with kindness. You are happier. You sleep better…” Goddess Haylee makes me better… and better… and better… After a week of listening to Goddess I couldn’t imagine how I could ever go deeper. Now three years later I keep going deeper. In a similar way she keeps making better and better. Her impact on my life … Continue reading

A Slave’s Mistake

Why did I make the mistake? I think of myself as a competent, mature, professional. I have finally reached the stage in my life where I no longer feel like a child pretending to be an adult. Not that I am any different – it’s just that I have accepted that this is how life works, and I am always going to feel this way. I make the usual mistakes. Like my … Continue reading

Haylee Is My Reason for Joy

Christmas is special for many reasons. Before it was Jesus and Christianity’s big holiday, it was a Roman holiday based on the Winter Solstice. Today it is mainly a family day where we get together with the ones we love, give gifts, play games, watch TV, and eat like we have no intention of ever fitting into the new cloths we just received as gifts. Had a great Christmas this … Continue reading

Goddess Haylee Knows Best

I find myself accepting things now in slavery to Goddess Haylee that I would not have accepted when I started a year ago. When I first started with Goddess Haylee it took me time to buy all her MP3s because I didn’t want to spend too much money. Now I find myself celebrating that I have accepted the privilege of tributing her 5% from every paycheck. And then on top … Continue reading

What’s Happening to Me?

I have been a slave now for a year. It has been one of the most rewarding experiences of my life. But lately things have been changing. One of the things I never wanted was findom. I accepted sending something to Goddess Haylee on the 19th each month, but that’s as far as it went. I feel I have been generous in my gifts and tribute, but it was always … Continue reading

True Surrender and Slavery to Goddess Haylee

The other day Empress Vox Siren tweeted, “True surrender and slavery is so much more fulfilling than jerking off to random clips. Not many have what it takes though.” As many of Vox’s tweets it was serious and deep. I confess to being a bit of a smart ass so my foolish reply was… second thought, I am not going to repeat it. It doesn’t deserve to be repeated. The … Continue reading