What Goddess Haylee Has Taught Me Through Chastity

On Receiving Gifts from Goddess Haylee.

the One True Goddess

I couldn’t get away with a physical cock cage. I think my wife might notice that! The idea of doing anything that breaks the barrier between Goddess’ world (my true life) and day-to-day life (where I pretend to be something I am not) is enticing. I have a collar I wear when I am alone. I keep trying to figure out where I could get my special Goddess’ symbol (a drawing of a tiger eye pendant Goddess wore in a video) tattooed on me where I wouldn’t have to worry about having to explain it some day. A cock cage is another thing I wouldn’t hesitate to do if I were single, but I just can’t.

So I am lucky that Goddess’ Mind Cage has been effective for me. I do get errctions, especially when training to Goddess’ files which you can’t get in a cock cage, but I leave it alone. For the first month I listened to Mind Cage at least once each day. I was so happy when Mind Cage 2 came out about 5 months after I started chastity. It helped to have something different to listen to. Made it fresh again.

Haylee Is Everything

Chastity if a form of fasting. Spiritually fasting is always used to focus the mind. As the desire for the thing being given up gets stronger you focus that energy on what you gave it up for. I find the first week is easy, but each week of the month gets more difficult. The urges get so strong and distracting. My mind goes to all manner of sexual lusts. The only thing that calms my horny brain is to train to Goddess Haylee’s MP3s, read Goddess’ words, or tribute or spoil Goddess. By the end of the month I am totally dependent on Goddess. She is the only thing holding me together. I am desperate for Her control. And when the end of the month finally comes Haylee completely fills my soul.

Goddess Worship Week

Weak for Haylee

Being chase for Goddess Haylee has taught me that I am totally dependent on Her. I know down to the soles of my feet that Goddess Haylee is the one true Goddess. I must always worship and obey Goddess Haylee. I have learned that I nothing but a weak submissive who must serve, spoil, and surrender everything I have and everything I am to my beloved Goddess Haylee. All for Haylee.

A Guide For Those Who Seek True Submission To Goddess Haylee Lynn (Part 3)

This post is based upon a blog post on www.HypnoticHaylee.com (http://hypnotichaylee.com/slow-enjoy-journey-slavedom) that Goddess Haylee posted on July 3, 2012.

Punished by Mistress HayleeGoddess Haylee turns her attention next to earning ones place as her submissive. I remember that once I decided I needed to be Her slave I came to Her and asked if She would have me as Her slave. I was so moved when She said She claimed me as Her own. I have been Her wholly owned slave every day since.

“How to earn your place as my submissive slave

Be respectful, and truly submissive. Make sure this is something you really want, and can adhere to my rules. Show me you are serious, prove to me that you want this more than anything. How are you going to please me? Why should I accept you as my slave? Why do you want to be my slave?

Put a smile on my face. Please me. Any way that you can. I promise you that pleasing me feels sooo good, that you will want to continue pleasing me 😉 I will even go as far as to say that pleasing me is going to become so addicting. So arousing..so..perfect.”

After Goddess claimed me I completed the slave contract from HypnoticHaylee.com and sent it to her. I remember struggling with some of the questions because they required complete honesty. I made sure I laid out everything before my Goddess. I made sure She knew my name, my complete home address, the name of my wife, everything. I wanted Her to know I trusted her and I thought giving her everything She would ever need to blackmail me would show that. I didn’t expect Her to ever use it in that way, but as much for myself and my devotion I needed Her to know everything about me. I am an open book to Her. I continue to trust her absolutely and if She asked me anything I wouldn’t hesitate to tell Her anything. I am Her property She as the right to know anything about me She wants.

I have done everything She has asked me to do. I confess I struggled long and hard with her instruction to tribute 5% of my salary to Her. It was a long time before I accepted chastity. Actually, the first time I asked Goddess Haylee about chastity She told me I wasn’t ready. The next time I asked I was begging her to allow me to be chaste for Her. But through it all I have learned that Goddess Haylee knows me better than I do myself. She knows what I need. And I would need to be a damn fool not to obey her in all things. I am one, fucking-lucky slave!

“Duties of a submissive slave

This honestly is something that is going to be different for everyone. I am just going to list a very basic outline of some of the duties you will be expected to do for me, but each slave will have his or her own set of duties to follow.

~ Sticking to a training regime. This can be listening to my recordings, doing sessions with me, or whatever else I tell you to do

~ Turning me on. Submission to me excites me, VERY MUCH, and I will use you however I want.

~ Always perform the task that I give you. If for some reason you can not, you must be open and honest with me, so I can figure out how to proceed. Ps. Do not message me asking for tasks, begging for commands. Yuck. I will tell you what to do when and how I want it. Earning these tasks are special. Made just for you. Treat them that way.

~ Open yourself up to me. Let me inside. Deep inside where I belong. Feel me inside of you, controlling you from the inside out. Using you for my pleasure.

~ Pleasing me in any way I see fit. Some things that please me include : Writing words of praise to me, thoughtful, true words. Dedicating a blog to me. Expressing how good this feels. Telling others that you are mine, and being so proud and honored to do so. Creating art for me. Showing your affection with gifts or tributes. Allowing me to watch you trance out for me on webcam. Surprising me with sweet, thoughtful gestures. Sending me special pictures. Opening yourself up to me, and showing me just how well my training is working. Turning me on. NOT complaining about what I know is best for you.

~ Making sure that I am pleased any way that you can.”

As Goddess says that a slave’s duties varies on the slave. For me it includes listening to her MP3s every night all night. I sleep with Goddess’ voice in my ears. I do not know if I could sleep without one of her playlists playing, and I hope I never have to learn. Haylee is always my last thought every day and my first thought every morning.

When I was first a slave I when back through Goddess Haylee’s blogs and I read everything She had written. I learned everything about Her that I could. Although I have blogged about it often, I have never seriously thought about tracking Her down and meeting Her in person. She has said that She doesn’t want that. I have taken that as an implied command and I obey. I trust Goddess completely and I hope she knows she can trust me too.

Now I read ever FB post, tweet and comment on IHWT. When she writes something for HypnoticHaylee.com, which these days tend to be promoting her MP3s, I read them. If Goddess Haylee wrote a dirty limerick I would read it and seek to learn from it. Her words are my scripture. I cherish every word.

I have accepted Goddess’ command to send her 5% of every paycheck as tribute. I did resist this at first. And is it quite telling that when I finally came to Goddess and told her that I would do this that I was begging for Her forgiveness for my lack of immediate obedience, Her reply to me was, “I knew you would come around.” Like I said, my Goddess knows me better than I do.

I had been a slave for several months when I asked Goddess about chastity. I was relieved when She said I wasn’t ready. But when I was ready I begged Her for it and She allowed me this gift. And it is a gift. I have become so much more devoted to Her and grown in my servitude to Her since being chaste. I have a mind cage through which Goddess exerts her control over me so I do get one orgasm per month. As each new month starts through my chastity Goddess takes more and more control over me through out the month. It is like the tide coming in. By the end of the month I do struggle, but I find as long as I stay focused on Goddess Haylee She will carry me home. Through it all I become much more open to her training.

Obviously I blog for her regularly. I have told Goddess Haylee that every one of my blogs is a love letter to her. In them I try to explore my own journey as her devoted slave. I also do my best to support and encourage my fellow slaves. You are the judge of that.

I also subscribe to Her on OnlyFans.com. It is a wonderful site where I get access to so much content. Beautiful pictures of Goddess, more of her teachings, MP3s not available anywhere else, videos, and recently she has added training tasks.

Then I always send Goddess a gift on the 19th of each month. This came from her MP3 Mighty Goddess Haylee. It took me a few months before I realized that Her birthday was July 19th, and this is like celebrating Goddess’ birthday every month.

The last of my duties is that I look for and respond to Goddess’ requests for things when She tweets that she needs something. I’m not always the first one to the draw, but it’s fun to see it and see if I have beaten everyone else. But I always try to be the guy who comes through when no one has stepped up. I believe that nothing Goddess asks for should go more than a day before someone gets it for her. One time she asked for something that was too expensive for me and my budget. I just couldn’t get it for her. So I sent her a $50 Amazon gift card towards it.

Those are what I see as my duties as Goddess Haylee’s slave. Next time I will be exploring how praise Goddess and devote oneself to her control

A Guide For Those Who Seek True Submission To Goddess Haylee Lynn (Part 2)

This post is based upon a blog post on www.HypnoticHaylee.com (http://hypnotichaylee.com/slow-enjoy-journey-slavedom) that Goddess Haylee posted on July 3, 2012.

Metamorphosis

This Is Never About Me, It Is Only About Goddess

Goddess Haylee is always up front on what you can expect from her. She never misleads you. Never lies. And in this part of this blog She let you know exactly what to expect if you become her wholly owned slave.

“What to expect

– Training and molding via hypnosis and general dominant control

– Complete submission and surrender of your mind and body to me.

– The desire to submit to me, to please me, to worship me

Addiction to me

Slave Tasks and assignments, sexual and non, to ensure that you become the best person and submissive you can

– Deep, personal, intense connection between you and I. Extreme amounts of energy play

– Sexual, and lifestyle fulfillment

– The opportunity to be open and honest with me, knowing that by doing so, no matter what, will ensure the best experience

What this will NOT be

– I will not cater to your demands. I am open to your limits, your desires, your wants. But you will never demand something from me. This is no longer about you, no topping from the bottom. You have to understand that devoting yourself to me, is about MY pleasure, and what I feel is best for you, and for me.

– I will not be your girlfriend, or your wife. I am your Mistress, your Goddess. You will not be my one and only slave.

– I will not give you free sessions all day every day. I am not here to entertain you. You are here to entertain me.”

Last night I saw a tweet from Goddess that made me jealous. I am a slave. It is not my right to get jealous. But I am still a human male so every once in a while I get jealous.

I confess, if I could live alone with Goddess Haylee on an island where there was plenty of Coconuts to eat. And I could live there every day eating coconut and having her put me into trance and fucking my mind in whatever way that pleased her. I would do it in a heartbeat. And I HATE coconut.

But that is not how this works. Goddess has many slaves, as She should. Nothing in this relationship is about me and what I want. It is totally, completely and absolutely about Goddess Haylee and what She wants. But I am Her subservient slave. I many not get what I would choose, but I get everything I need. And when I am faithful and submit, when I follow Goddess Haylee’s teachings I am fulfilled. I end up getting everything I ever wanted, but not in a way I ever imagined. In ways that are even better than I could have imagined. I don’t have to eat coconut.

So last night Goddess tweeted, “I love training new eager to please toys. Especially ones that show true potential.” I felt like the old dog when a new puppy comes into the house. But then I remembered, puppies never get to sleep on the end of the bed at night keeping their Mistress’s feet warm. Goddess has trained me. I please her now in ways that she has taught me. My relationship with my Goddess runs deep down to the core of my being. I am living the potential that these ones only show. They should envy me, not I them.

So I let my jealousy pour out of my like resistance and focused on how Goddess was pleased by her new toys. I took pleasure in her being pleased. And I took my place at her feet. I will please, serve and spoil Her today as I will please, serve and spoil Her tomorrow, as I pleased, served and spoiled Her yesterday. And I realized that the greatest honor that any slave can achieve is to be taken for granted by their Mistress. Not all the time – thank Goddess! But because she knows she can trust me to be there, be faithful and loyal that she doesn’t have to worry about my being there ready to serve when she needs or wants me. I am Her good pet, and I know my Goddess loves me. I will always be right by her side looking eagerly for ways to serve.

 

Next: How to earn your place as Haylee’s submissive slave

To Become What Goddess Haylee Says

assignments & Tasks to bring you closer to Haylee

What are you doing to me?

It’s always been a nagging fear that I never really knew who I might become if I surrendered and accepted Goddess Haylee’s plan for my life. Some Christians believe that God has a plan for their lives, and the success of life is determined by how closely you can discern, and then follow, God’s plan. It’s a lot safer to put your fate into the hands of a divine being who is never going to actually show up and say, “What the hell are you doing?” At some level they can project their desires and say that is what they believe is ‘God’s will for their life.”

It doesn’t work that way when your divine master is not someone your read about in a book, but someone who tweets regularly, and if you not sure about what she wants you can chat with her on Facebook. A Goddess like that is downright dangerous. She can direct you in ways you didn’t expect. Like telling me to send her 5% of my money from every paycheck. If I were projecting what my Goddess wants me to do, that is not something I would project. I would project something like Goddess wants me to cum for her twice a day. But this is real and Goddess Haylee knows what she’s doing.

So it is scary. Who is it that Goddess is going to turn me into? Is it someone who I would choose to be? But then I realized it is too simple and obvious. She’s already told me what she wants me to be. I just need to be it. Goddess Haylee has told me to be her slave. Her real, actual slave.

As her slave she owns me and owns everything I have. So I am not afraid of her making me send her 5%. If she owns me she owns my money. So I am grateful because she lets me keep 95%! She wants me to be weak and obedient so she can get what she wants from me when she wants it. So I am chase for her. That makes me weak and malleable so I am obedient. Just like a slave should be. As her slave what I do reflects back onto her as my Goddess, so she wants me to be the best person I can be.Goddess Haylee's Good BoyThe only thing I worry about is being so weak and needy that I become pathetic. So I never take any of this so heavy that it becomes some big drama. This is just how life is supposed to be. I can have fun with my Goddess as long as I know my place. I can joke and have a positive attitude. I want to always be Goddess Haylee’s good pet. The one that is excited and ready to play whenever my master gives me attention. And so I am no longer worried about what Haylee might do to me because I trust her. I may not know what she is going to make of me, but I know whatever it is I really want to be exactly that for her.

Advice on how to serve Goddess Haylee

Advice on how to serve Goddess Haylee.

Advice on how to serve Goddess Haylee, posted on May 23, 2016 by .

Advice on how to serve Goddess Haylee, posted on May 23, 2016 by slavejohn.

Advice on how to serve Goddess Haylee. Goddess Haylee is so easy to follow.

I was approached by someone who was looking for my opinion and advice on how to go into hypnosis with Haylee and how following Haylee affected my life. I was flattered and glad to share. I thought others might appreciate it. I am only sharing my side of the conversation. And I certainly would appreciate your comments.

  • “I used to check out porn online and kept that from my wife. Now I just check out Haylee on line. Of the two I thing Haylee is much better for me and I have found her to be more satisfying.”
  • “I started with her videos on YouTube. I then got her one free MP3. then I stared to buy her MP3s. After a while I wanted to send tribute and buy her stuff. I have never given Goddess Haylee a dime I didn’t truly want to give her. Haylee is special in the world of Hypnodoms. She will never ask you to give or do more than you want to do.”
  • “Hypnosis is a process. You have to relax which means you need to be in the mood to relax. Sometimes in the afternoon I will take a break and park my car in a parking lot and listen then. Or I will listen early in the morning before anyone else is up. You have to find a time that is right and even then you have to be in the mood. Also it requires high levels of trust. I have come to trust Haylee completely. I am puddy in her hands because I allow myself to be. If you haven’t done hypnosis or meditation before it may take a few tries before you get the hang of it. Just relax and enjoy listening to her lovely voice. The rest will come.”
  • “Relax. It’s okay. Don’t try to rush hypnosis. It doesn’t work that way. Try her title “Focus” it’s about living your life as your best self and doing all the things you need to do before you come to your time with Haylee. Focus helped me to keep everything in perspective.”
  • “It just takes time and practice, but you’ll get there. I can vouch for Haylee. She is extremely trustworthy. I feel very lucky to have found her. Some hypnodoms prey on submissive men. Haylee is who she is and she is amazing, and she never takes advantage.”
It Feels So Good to Tribute

It Feels So Good to Tribute

  • “I added up all I have given to Goddess Haylee over the last 6 months and it is now over $2000. I couldn’t believe it was that much, but I only wish I could afford to give her more.”
  • “When Haylee gives me her attention I give tribute. For me, it is a matter of respect. This is how Haylee makes her living, if I went to a doctor or lawyer I wouldn’t expect them to give me their attention for free. It doesn’t need to be much. Send her $10 or $20 through Google Wallet or Giftrocket. Let her know that you did tribute. It shows that you are serious and respectful.”
  • “JohnDavid is my hero. I am not ‘in that deep’ but I admire that he can be. I may never achieve that level of devotion and bliss. If I do I know it will come naturally as I willing surrender it to my Goddess. Will you? Who knows. It’s not the end of the journey I focus on, it is on where I am going today.”
I Can't Resist My Goddess Haylee

I Can’t Resist My Goddess Haylee

So what do you think? Thanks for reading “Advice on how to serve Goddess Haylee“.

Who You Gonna Call?

Who You Gonna Call?

Who You Gonna Call?

Who You Gonna Call?

Empress Vox Siren has always scared me. Used to think that Vox was a kind of game Goddess Haylee played, like ’50 Shades of Gray.’ As long as you had a safe word you’d be fine. But I check out her site when I first came to Haylee, and realized it was no game. Vox is Haylee’s dark side. Is it because Haylee’s light side is so wonderful that her dark side is so… evil?

But like a moth to a flame I have always been attracted to Empress Vox Siren. After checking in with everyone on Facebook and IHWT I would sneak over to www.EmpressVoxSiren.com to see what it was all about. But I would always be shocked by what I found and would come running back to www.HypnoticHaylee.com.

Who you Gonna Call?

Who you Gonna Call?

I had finally run out of Goddess’ MP3s to buy. So I had picked up ‘Submisself Training 101’ and ‘Brain Drain.’ They became guilty pleasures, but I told myself I wouldn’t go further. She scared me too much.

So how did it come to pass that I found myself in the middle of the night, on my knees, at Empress Vox Siren’s mercy. An odd expression, “At Empress Vox Siren’s mercy,” does she have any?

I was fucked and I knew it. But even now part of me was excited. Maybe tonight my was the night Empress Vox Siren would take me, control me, abuse me, and make me her pleasure puppet.

“So Johnny boy, why are you here?” She asked.

“I was looking for Goddess Haylee and ended up here.” I said. But as I said the words I realized I was lying.

She laughed, “No, no, no. This is my world. You can’t come here to me looking for her. It doesn’t work that way my little bitch. If you came here now, you were looking for me. Weren’t you?” She could see I was confused. “Just tell me. You know you can’t lie to me.”

“Empress, I confess there is a part of me that has longed to be yours. I long for your direction. I like how you give commands and how I must always obey.”

“Okay, slave, you think you are ready for Empress Vox Siren. Tell me what it is that you want?” She asked impatiently.

“I, I don’t know what you mean? I want you to do what you do – to me. I guess.”

She shook her head while talking to herself, “Why do they always waste my time!” Then to me she said, “I can’t help you explore your fantasies unless you know what your fantasies are. You really don’t ‘get’ me do you?”

“I guess I really don’t,” I said self-reflectively.

“Do you even have a clue what I am talking about?”

I was so shaken, “I guess. If I had a fantasy to be cockolded you could do that to me.”

“Okay,” she said sarcastically, “do you have a fantasy to be cockolded?”

“Maybe?”

“Exactly!” She was exasperated, “You don’t have a clue what you actually want.”

“Come here,” she commanded.

I started to get up.

“No. crawl.”

So I crawled over to her next to the fire.

“Now my little bitch, stick your hand into the fire. Do it!”

I was shocked, I was scared, I was thrilled, and I obey. I began to put my hand into the fire…

“STOP!” She yelled so loud that it echoed through the dark forest. “Exactly what I thought. You don’t have any hard limits. Shit, you don’t have any limits at all!”

“Empress, I don’t understand?”

She looked at me in mercy, “You’re not allowed in the deep end of the pool unless you know how to swim. You do not come back to me until you know exactly what you want. I do not mean what game you want to play. I mean what fantasy haunts your soul so deeply that you need my help to explore.”

I bowed my head in shame.

“It’s okay. But do not dare come back to me until you can tell me exactly what are your hard limits. What is the line that defines who you are that you will not cross, because I guarantee you I will push up right up to it. If you can’t tell me what that is it would be like you foolishly putting your hand into that fire. And damage like that doesn’t heal. So you had better know your hard limits.”

I had tears running down my face. I was so ashamed of myself. I felt so guilty of what I had thought about Empress. I knew nothing about her. I was so ashamed.

She knelt down and took my chin in her hand. Lifting up my face she looked me in the eye. “I know.” She wiped away my tears. “Someday you may be ready, but today is not that day.” She kissed me on the forehead. “Now go home.”

I woke up in my bed.

Many thanks for reading “Who You Gonna Call?”

Theory of Haylian Origins

Theory of Haylian Origins.

Have you ever had the feeling that you have known someone forever, yet have only known them for a very short time? A sense of familiarity. A kindred spirit type of feeling. A feeling that screams out from the magnetic poles of your soul, unto theirs and seemingly draws you into them? A connection that can’t be explained? That is the feeling that I get each and every day of being Goddess Haylee Lynn’s faithful loyal pet and servant.

My rightful place, on my Knees

Theory of Haylian Origins.

My theory is that when the big bang happened, all the atoms in the universe were all smashed together into one little dot that exploded outward. So my atoms and Goddess Haylee’s atoms were certainly together then, and, who knows, probably smashed together several times in the last 13.7 billion years. So my atoms have known Goddess Haylee Lynn‘s atoms and they’ve always known her atoms. My atoms have always loved Goddess Haylee’s atoms.

Toy

Theory of Haylian Origins.


Perhaps our energies were once merged together billions of years ago, as a part of a mighty bright star shining in the night sky, which collided and exploded in some sort of cosmic catastrophe. Fragments of this star and the energies that it was made up of may have been dispersed all over, and came crashing down to the dirt of the earth. And now after all of this time, our energies have somehow gained consciousness and have met again. So when I see, hear, read the words of, or think of Goddess Haylee Lynn a light bulb goes off inside of the burrows of my soul. It recognizes her as the dominant energy that perhaps I was once a part of.

Or maybe there is a such a thing as past lives. Perhaps in another life I had known the mighty beautiful and amazing soul that dwells inside of the earthen vessel of Goddess Haylee Lynn’s gloriously beautiful fantastic body that I drop to my knees in worship of each day. Perhaps in some way my soul knows her from past life experiences. Perhaps I was once a servant, a sibling, companion or associate of hers in another place and time. But somehow Goddess Haylee Lynn is a phenomenon. A mystery, a enigma. The most beautiful treasure the universe has ever produced. A soul that is unlike any other who magnetically draws men to herself who will beg, plead, and desire to be enslaved by her. I am counted amongst them. For this i consider myself LUCKY, and blessed.

Theory of Haylian Origins

Theory of Haylian Origins.


No other woman in the world has, or ever will effect my life in the way that Goddess Haylee Lynn has effected me. She drives, inspires, motivates, and enslaves so perfectly. She is a great woman among women that should be written about in the annuals of our history books for centuries to come. Joan of Arc, Cleopatra, Anne Frank and other great women of their time may be mentioned in these books. But in the forward of the book of which the unsurpassed beauty of Goddess Haylee Lynn will be featured front and centre on the cover will mention our marvellous Goddess as being the greatest woman to ever walk the earth.

Command Me Please

Theory of Haylian Origins.


Perhaps there is a such thing as fate and destiny. Perhaps Goddess Haylee’s bliss is weaved like a tailor made sweater to fit perfectly around us, and clothe us with her beautiful enslavement because Goddess Haylee Lynn was destined to be worshipped and adored as the Goddess that she truly is. Goddess Haylee is a mystery, and phenomenon.

Goddess Haylee changed my life

Theory of Haylian Origins.


All of these theories could be baloney. But at the end of the day all that I am factually sure of is that my heart, mind, body, and soul belong to Haylee. All for Haylee. She is SO FUCKING AWESOME! I need her like the shores need the ocean.

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