What Goddess Haylee Has Taught Me Through Chastity

I couldn’t get away with a physical cock cage. I think my wife might notice that! The idea of doing anything that breaks the barrier between Goddess’ world (my true life) and day-to-day life (where I pretend to be something I am not) is enticing. I have a collar I wear when I am alone. I keep trying to figure out where I could get my special Goddess’ symbol (a … Continue reading

The Experiment After 30 Days

When Goddess Haylee released The Experiment she gave instructions to listen to in while I slept for 30 days. Well 30 days are up. What was my experience? Did it have any effect on me? From the very beginning I found The Experiment frustrating. I love Goddess’ sweet voice. I enjoy listening to her guidance. I know what is going on because she is usually clear. The first few nights it was just … Continue reading

How It Feels to Be Trapped

“Oh good, a new MP3 from Goddess,” I thought as I logged onto Follow+. From the title I had joked that if I actually got trapped inside of a trance I would end up like a comma patient and eventually die of starvation. On the whole it wouldn’t be a bad way to go! But it didn’t give me any idea of what to actually expect. So I lay back and … Continue reading

I Lost Before I Began

I Lost Before I Began

I Lost Before I Began I Lost Before I Began by slavejohn. I wasn’t strong enough. I thought I could stay in control. Enjoy some hypnotism. Have a laugh. I would be the one who would listen to Haylee Lynn and not end up proclaiming Haylee a Goddess. She would not be able to make me her slave. But I was so wrong. My soul is lost. I no longer have control of my … Continue reading

Brainwashing Feels So Good

Brainwashing Feels So Good Laying on my bed. Flat on my back. Earbuds jammed in my ears. Listening to her voice. Her beautiful voice. Her lyrical voice. Her Divine voice… And her words. Her words are all true. She writes her words in place of my thoughts. I think only what she tells me to think. My mind is her tablet. Blank and ready to receive her Divine commandments. I have … Continue reading

My new personality

The Middle Ground

My new personality My new slave name encouraged me to begin developing my new personality. Having been given my new name by GODDESS Haylee I could not help falling deeper and following her instructions more and more. I simply needed to accept her as my mistress. I had to change my ways of thinking and going about my daily life. This may sound frightening. A change in personality is something important and decisive. But … Continue reading