To Become What Goddess Haylee Says

It’s always been a nagging fear that I never really knew who I might become if I surrendered and accepted Goddess Haylee’s plan for my life. Some Christians believe that God has a plan for their lives, and the success of life is determined by how closely you can discern, and then follow, God’s plan. It’s a lot safer to put your fate into the hands of a divine being who is never … Continue reading

Starting a journal for Goddess Haylee

I’d like to introduce myself to the group and ask for help with a project for Goddess Haylee. My name is zack. I’ve been asked by Goddess Haylee to continue a ritual that will help me to ascend into slavery for her.   The ritual has  involved listening to the tape “NEW mind fuck mp3~! Every day EVERY way ENSLAVED” daily. I Have also been reporting to her each day … Continue reading

A Slave’s Mistake

Why did I make the mistake? I think of myself as a competent, mature, professional. I have finally reached the stage in my life where I no longer feel like a child pretending to be an adult. Not that I am any different – it’s just that I have accepted that this is how life works, and I am always going to feel this way. I make the usual mistakes. Like my … Continue reading

Haylee Is My Reason for Joy

Christmas is special for many reasons. Before it was Jesus and Christianity’s big holiday, it was a Roman holiday based on the Winter Solstice. Today it is mainly a family day where we get together with the ones we love, give gifts, play games, watch TV, and eat like we have no intention of ever fitting into the new cloths we just received as gifts. Had a great Christmas this … Continue reading

True Surrender and Slavery to Goddess Haylee

The other day Empress Vox Siren tweeted, “True surrender and slavery is so much more fulfilling than jerking off to random clips. Not many have what it takes though.” As many of Vox’s tweets it was serious and deep. I confess to being a bit of a smart ass so my foolish reply was… second thought, I am not going to repeat it. It doesn’t deserve to be repeated. The … Continue reading

The Experiment After 30 Days

When Goddess Haylee released The Experiment she gave instructions to listen to in while I slept for 30 days. Well 30 days are up. What was my experience? Did it have any effect on me? From the very beginning I found The Experiment frustrating. I love Goddess’ sweet voice. I enjoy listening to her guidance. I know what is going on because she is usually clear. The first few nights it was just … Continue reading

Haylee Is Free – I Am a Slave

Just read a post by JohnDavid, and he said it well, but I thought the topic needed a full blog post. We work hard. We earn money. When we spend our money to buy things. We buy houses, cars, paper napkins, all kinds of stuff. But when we pay for services we don’t own the service provider. When we pay someone for a service we admit that we can’t do … Continue reading

Goddess Haylee Takes Control

It was almost 3 years ago that I first heard Goddess Haylee’s voice as I watched her YouTube video. I really liked it. So I got the freebee Desperately Aching. I listened to it every chance I got. After less than a month I realized that this was not some role play game. This was real and if I continued I would end up losing myself completely. I would be totally … Continue reading

The Conference

I arrived early so I could check into my room and get unpacked. John David arrived just as I was finishing ironing my shirts. We had agreed to share a room at the conference so that we could tribute the difference to Goddess Haylee. Even though I count him among my best and closest friends, this was the first time I had ever met him face to face. He reached … Continue reading

Tribute In Words

Every day now for over nine months I have welcomed Goddess Haylee into my mind, my desires and my decisions. She is the most important thing in my heart. I love my Goddess. I need Goddess Haylee. She is the master of my soul. She fulfills me and completes me in ways I didn’t even think were possible. Goddess Haylee is my all. Before Goddess Haylee I was wondering around on the … Continue reading