Confidence Progress blog for Goddess Haylee
Before i get started with the Confidence Progress blog i would just like to add a few words..
Where did it all go? Goddess accepted me into IHWT on April 29, 2014. Here it is 1/8/16. In a little over 3 months i will have been serving Goddess Haylee for 2 years! It seems like just yesterday i was accepted here. Damn where does the time go! All i can say is WOW i have enjoyed every minute of it. It has been a blast!
I could have never imagined that i would have fallen so deep for our amazing Goddess. I find myself still wanting to go deeper for her. Surrender more to her! I have been so sporadic in my service to Goddess but believe me my heart has always been in the right place.
Goddess i just wanted to thank you for being so supportive of me. I know that i can be difficult to deal with at times, and that my training has been a very slow process but none the less, i hope to be yours forever.
With that said now back to the blog!
I was so lucky to have received a command from my Goddess demanding me to work on my confidence. She wants me to post a weekly blog about my progress. My Goddess always knows best, and she will be obeyed as usual! It’s a must to always obey my Goddess! If she told me the sky was falling then guess what! The sky would be falling!
So for this week i am working on my fear of Goddess losing interest in me because of my looks. I was never a good looking person. I looked sort of good in my younger years but with age my looks went down hill.
I could really care less what others think of me, and the way i look but when it comes to Goddess it can make me feel distant from her at times.
Goddess explained that a slaves looks are not what she is interested in. It’s a slaves performance that truly pleases her.
Goddess for this week i have been reciting a mantra that i created for myself in honor of you! Just before i go to bed every night i repeat the mantra to myself over, and over until i fall to sleep.
Here it is…
I know my Goddess loves me!
Looks are not important to Goddess. It’s performance that counts!
I will be more confident for my Goddess!
I love my Goddess!
I HOPE you are pleased with this blog Goddess! Thank you for such an honor!
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