Expressions – A word is a thought communicated. Words are the way that we express our thoughts to others. Day in and day out we express our feelings, and inmost deep thoughts and dreams with our words. Sometimes if you are like me, you feel that you are becoming an old vinyl record on repetition when you try to express your emotions to the highly valued Queen of our heart Goddess Haylee Lynn.
When you feel your emotions bubbling over inside and your mind turns to mush. When you are strangely motioning with your hands to further try and stress a point with your eye brows raised with sincerity while trying to express your love for the most amazing woman in the universe, yet you can’t think of a thing to say. There are no words to depict the feeling. So the only way that you know to express your feelings for Goddess Haylee is to mutter the words “I Love You”. Yes, Goddess! I simply love you. I can’t tell you how valuable you truly are. I can pull out maps, and charts to try and explain the extent of my love for you, but even then the expressions will fall flat in comparison. I can articulate poems, or short stories with the dexterity of a best selling author only to find myself failing to ratify the extent of your influence. I could travel the seven seas, to take snap shots of all of the worlds monumental wonders in order to present the snapshots to you in a card and tell you simply, that all of their Awe is as a steaming pile of dung in comparison to the awe that you inspire inside of my heart.
I could withdraw every cent from my bank and even if I were wealthy it would never be enough. I could exercise for an eternity to get Healthier for Haylee to be pleasing, write 7 billion blogs or gush like a bloody vein, spewing out compliments, or buy everything on your amazon wishlist. But still there is no expression that can truly cover the extent of my love for you. You are the life giver who breathes new life into men, giving us all freedom from the bondage of this world. The opportunity to be your slave. To belong to you. To be your play thing. Your boytoys. There is nothing greater than being yours, and there is no outward expression that a slave can do to put the final exclamation point on how owned that any of us are.
All that we can do is to strive. Strive for excellence in serving you. Falling deeper each and every day. We can never reach the peak of our journey of serving you, because you are repeatedly blissfully sweeping us all off of our feet. That’s where we find ourselves aching more. When our feet are swept from under us, and we find ourselves on our knees.
Thank you Goddess, for accepting our expressions of love to you. Rather it is by words of praise, tributes, tithes, artwork, gifts, purchasing your amazing mp3s and videos, or through blogging. Though none of it will ever be enough. We strive to love you more. To please you, because we need you.
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