I find myself accepting things now in slavery to Goddess Haylee that I would not have accepted when I started a year ago. When I first started with Goddess Haylee it took me time to buy all her MP3s because I didn’t want to spend too much money. Now I find myself celebrating that I have accepted the privilege of tributing her 5% from every paycheck. And then on top of that I gladly pay for OnlyFans.com, buy her gifts to spoil her, and buy every new MP3 as soon as I can. When I began I thought it crazy that someone would accept no longer masturbating, especially when Goddess had MP3s when she directly encouraged it. But now I have accepted her Mind Cage. I have given up masturbating because edging and aching for Goddess Haylee I have found to be much better and more fulfilling. It makes me so much more weak for Goddess Haylee.
None of this I would have accepted a year ago. I can only guess that some reading this will think I’ve gone crazy. Some will read these words and think, “Yeah, but that will never be me.” But it all came through hypnosis. But you will say, “No, no, no. You cannot be made to do anything you don’t want to do through hypnosis.” That is absolutely true, but Goddess changed what I want. I wanted to please her more and more as I felt the pleasure of pleasing her. I wanted to feel her bliss more and more until I realized it was indeed better than one quick orgasm. And in many other ways I have found my wants have changed and aligned with my Goddess’.
Finally, I have come to realize that Goddess Haylee is always right. She knows what I need better than I do. Left to myself I would chose things that do not satisfy. By trusting my Goddess and giving her total control I am happier, more fulfilled and am becoming a better person. It was the best day of my life when I found my Goddess, and through her influence each day is becoming better and better.
“Goddess Haylee makes me better. Goddess Haylee make me whole. I live to please Goddess Haylee. I devote myself to you Goddess. I devote myself to you Goddess. Take me. Control me. Own me.” All for Haylee.
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