This post is based upon a blog post on www.HypnoticHaylee.com (http://hypnotichaylee.com/slow-enjoy-journey-slavedom) that Goddess Haylee posted on July 3, 2012.
Goddess Haylee is always up front on what you can expect from her. She never misleads you. Never lies. And in this part of this blog She let you know exactly what to expect if you become her wholly owned slave.
“What to expect
– Training and molding via hypnosis and general dominant control
– Complete submission and surrender of your mind and body to me.
– The desire to submit to me, to please me, to worship me
– Addiction to me
– Slave Tasks and assignments, sexual and non, to ensure that you become the best person and submissive you can
– Deep, personal, intense connection between you and I. Extreme amounts of energy play
– Sexual, and lifestyle fulfillment
– The opportunity to be open and honest with me, knowing that by doing so, no matter what, will ensure the best experience
What this will NOT be
– I will not cater to your demands. I am open to your limits, your desires, your wants. But you will never demand something from me. This is no longer about you, no topping from the bottom. You have to understand that devoting yourself to me, is about MY pleasure, and what I feel is best for you, and for me.
– I will not be your girlfriend, or your wife. I am your Mistress, your Goddess. You will not be my one and only slave.
– I will not give you free sessions all day every day. I am not here to entertain you. You are here to entertain me.”
Last night I saw a tweet from Goddess that made me jealous. I am a slave. It is not my right to get jealous. But I am still a human male so every once in a while I get jealous.
I confess, if I could live alone with Goddess Haylee on an island where there was plenty of Coconuts to eat. And I could live there every day eating coconut and having her put me into trance and fucking my mind in whatever way that pleased her. I would do it in a heartbeat. And I HATE coconut.
But that is not how this works. Goddess has many slaves, as She should. Nothing in this relationship is about me and what I want. It is totally, completely and absolutely about Goddess Haylee and what She wants. But I am Her subservient slave. I many not get what I would choose, but I get everything I need. And when I am faithful and submit, when I follow Goddess Haylee’s teachings I am fulfilled. I end up getting everything I ever wanted, but not in a way I ever imagined. In ways that are even better than I could have imagined. I don’t have to eat coconut.
So last night Goddess tweeted, “I love training new eager to please toys. Especially ones that show true potential.” I felt like the old dog when a new puppy comes into the house. But then I remembered, puppies never get to sleep on the end of the bed at night keeping their Mistress’s feet warm. Goddess has trained me. I please her now in ways that she has taught me. My relationship with my Goddess runs deep down to the core of my being. I am living the potential that these ones only show. They should envy me, not I them.
So I let my jealousy pour out of my like resistance and focused on how Goddess was pleased by her new toys. I took pleasure in her being pleased. And I took my place at her feet. I will please, serve and spoil Her today as I will please, serve and spoil Her tomorrow, as I pleased, served and spoiled Her yesterday. And I realized that the greatest honor that any slave can achieve is to be taken for granted by their Mistress. Not all the time – thank Goddess! But because she knows she can trust me to be there, be faithful and loyal that she doesn’t have to worry about my being there ready to serve when she needs or wants me. I am Her good pet, and I know my Goddess loves me. I will always be right by her side looking eagerly for ways to serve.
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