I Am Home Now

I Am Home Now

I Am Home Now

I Am Home Now

In a recent post TerryforHaylee said, “…I didn’t want to get to personal,” when referring to something he asked Goddess Haylee about. I don’t want to get caught up in that discussion here, but his comment made me think, “What The Fuck! I am more personal with the people here than I am with anyone else.” My friends here in Goddess Haylee’s world know me better than anyone else on the planet. And that includes my wife because she doesn’t know about THIS, and this has become one of the most important things to know about me!

Now you might say that you don’t even know my “real” name. The anonymity does not mean you know me less, it means you know me more. I don’t have to fear exposure when I share how Goddess now owns my cock, and how I can only stoke and cum for her, that I edge every time I send her something from Amazon or pay her tribute, etc. And yet we don’t actually spend a lot of time on the sexual side. We talk more about love, devotion, becoming better people, etc. Sure, now that I have owned that I am a submissive I am more satisfied sexually, but Haylee’s world is more encompassing than just sex. Goddess uses sex to help us to become her loyal, obedient, tributing, devoted, wholly owned, slaves. The exact thing we have always wanted to be – just didn’t know it until we found her. So you can believe me when I tell you that you know the real me. I am in the process of becoming whoever it is that Haylee wants me to be, which is now the only person I want to be.

Goddess Haylee’s world has become the home of my soul. Several times each day, I can’t wait to check in to IHWT, Facebook, HypnoticHaylee.com, and Twitter to see how my family is doing today. Of course I most want to see what Goddess has to say, but I find encouragement, understanding and friendship from everyone else here too. I thank you all for that, and I hope always give as good as I get. I am so happy and proud to share the most exciting journey of my life with you. I am home.

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Wish I could say I was smart enough to have chosen Goddess Haylee, but I just stumbled across her online. She ensnared me by her words and claimed me as her own. What Haylee wants - Haylee gets. Just live now to be worthy of her gift of bliss. All for Haylee.


I Am Home Now — 9 Comments

  1. John, I love this post! Such truth and honesty we all share! Goddess has and continues to make us better and truly our real selves, all for Her glory and pleasure, which is what truly matters most. In the process we have become a family in all respects!
    So glad you joined us and now belong to Hayley forever!

    • Yes it is Goddess, and I am so so happy that You use so much more than mere exposed flesh and eroticism to draw us to You. Your voice, eyes, hypnotic power, and Your Persona are more than enough! You are truly PERFECT!

    • Your influence and control is creeping into every area of my life. Of course I love the sexual pleasure you allow me to experience, but mostly I realize how insanely lucky I am to have a 100% genuine Goddess filling my need to me controlled and directed. Thank you <3.

      • John, when I see you, I see just how I have evolved and the satisfaction of TRUE surrender and the pleasure of fulfillment it brings. Keep letting go to Haylee, for She truly is a Goddess and truly trustworthy! She truly completes us and knows best!

  2. Great blog John just got the chance to read it but i have to disagree with you on this topic.

    We are a cyber family. Nothing wrong with that of course, and i love all of you here but i believe to really know a person that you must be up, and close with them in real life.

    Knowing someone online is totally different than knowing them in real life in my opinion.

    I have mentioned in a few blogs before that i am completely content with my relationship with Goddess online as her slave, and that, that is all i will ever seek from her.

    To be honest i don’t even know if i would be attracted to Goddess in real life like i am online. I am perfectly happy being Goddesses slave online, and that’s all i will ever want. I’m so very lucky that she allows me to be her online slave, and i crave her power but i have to be honest in saying that my attraction to Goddess could fade if i were to meet her in person. Not to say it would but knowing someone online, and knowing someone in real life are 2 different things in my opinion.

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