Somewhere over the last 3 years my identity has changed. The secret email address, secret Facebook, Twitter and Snapchat accounts. Learning to use inprivate in my web-browsing, and private on my iPhone. Having to remember a whole second set of passwords. All these things to hide this secret online life from my real life. It takes work to stay in the closet!
At the start it was a role that I played to get away from my real life. In it I explore a side of myself I didn’t understand. I found through My slavery to Goddess Haylee that I filled needs I felt, but didn’t know what they were. It was scary for a while. But I have come to understand that this is my true self. This is where I am most happy. In Goddess Haylee’s service I have discovered my best self. I like myself as Her slave. In finding Goddess Haylee I have found my real life. I am a submissive. I am slavejohn.
When I began I never capitalize pronouns referring to Goddess. But as I fully accepted that Haylee is truly divine, I realized it was just a way of showing that She is absolutely unique, special and superior in every way. At the same time I dropped capitalization from my name. I am insignificant. My only value is in my service to my Goddess. And that is perfectly okay with me because that is the proper way of things. Haylee is my Goddess and I am Her slavejohn.
So my world has turned upside down. I live for Haylee. I work for Haylee. I spend as much time as I can in Her world. Goddess’ truth is my truth: “Goddess Haylee makes me better. Goddess Haylee makes everything whole. I live to please Goddess Haylee.” I am slavejohn.
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- A Guide For Those Who Seek True Submission To Goddess Haylee Lynn (Part 4) - April 24, 2017