I Never Stood a Chance

I Never Stood a Chance

I Never Stood a Chance

I Never Stood a Chance

As part of my devotion and to help me to grow as her slave, I have been going back to tasks that Haylee posted. Task number 2 was, “write down your top 3 reasons for submitting to me, serving me, worshiping me, etc. Ultimately your top 3 reasons for being mine.” I thought about this for a while. I didn’t just come to Haylee all at once. I took my time and waited. I was enjoying her bliss and going into trance, but I wasn’t sure I could become her slave. I corresponded with Goddess Haylee and shared my struggles. She was so understanding and helpful. I believe she would have been okay if I had never accepted her as my Goddess and became her slave, but she knew that I would. And of course she was right. When I was ready I came to her and asked her if she wanted me as her slave – she’s the Goddess it is her choice. I was thrilled when she wrote back “Yes I want you as my slave, I claim you as MINE.”

So here is what I wrote as my three reasons:

My reasons for committing, serving and worshiping Goddess Haylee? Like I had a choice? “What Haylee wants, Haylee gets.” First it was her eyes, her voice and her words in the video that I watched so long ago. I got stuck hitting replay over and over and over. I still get stuck when I watch it and still have feelings of guilt when in the end I don’t follow instructions and hit replay! LOL! But the point is, from the first moment I was powerless.

It just fells so very good to be under Goddess Haylee’s spell. I said a few things that pleased her, I sent her a tribute, I shared a story… She replied saying that I had pleased her and it felt so good. “Haylee’s pleasure is my ultimate pleasure.” It’s Pavlovian, but feeling Haylee’s pleasure has conditioned me to surrender all control to her.

The third reason is because I want to. I want to serve, commit, surrender, etc. to Goddess Haylee. She may have chosen me, but I chose her too. Yes, she controls me by the pleasure she gives, and I have chosen to not resist her control. I may not have had another choice, but I did choose. If I am a victim, I am a willing victim. Haylee would still be a Goddess whether I chose her or not, but I do chose Haylee to be MY Goddess.

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slavejohn

Wish I could say I was smart enough to have chosen Goddess Haylee, but I just stumbled across her online. She ensnared me by her words and claimed me as her own. What Haylee wants - Haylee gets. Just live now to be worthy of her gift of bliss. All for Haylee.

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I Never Stood a Chance — 2 Comments

  1. Thanks FS! You had commented once that I turn this task into a full post. I had forgotten all about it until last night when I ran across your suggestion again. Thanks!

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