I Never Stood a Chance
So here is what I wrote as my three reasons:
My reasons for committing, serving and worshiping Goddess Haylee? Like I had a choice? “What Haylee wants, Haylee gets.” First it was her eyes, her voice and her words in the video that I watched so long ago. I got stuck hitting replay over and over and over. I still get stuck when I watch it and still have feelings of guilt when in the end I don’t follow instructions and hit replay! LOL! But the point is, from the first moment I was powerless.
It just fells so very good to be under Goddess Haylee’s spell. I said a few things that pleased her, I sent her a tribute, I shared a story… She replied saying that I had pleased her and it felt so good. “Haylee’s pleasure is my ultimate pleasure.” It’s Pavlovian, but feeling Haylee’s pleasure has conditioned me to surrender all control to her.
The third reason is because I want to. I want to serve, commit, surrender, etc. to Goddess Haylee. She may have chosen me, but I chose her too. Yes, she controls me by the pleasure she gives, and I have chosen to not resist her control. I may not have had another choice, but I did choose. If I am a victim, I am a willing victim. Haylee would still be a Goddess whether I chose her or not, but I do chose Haylee to be MY Goddess.
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