Heart of Creation by Herslavenow
This post is about my spirituality and my sexuality and about Love and growth and of course my Divine Goddess Haylee Lynn.
I am going through a lot at the moment so I will advise that this post is going to be fairly deep…….and as is my style……it will also be quite honest. I can not sleep right now so this is written in the very wee quiet hours.
I realize my belief system is a bit different than most. I honestly believe I “came in” to this life with certain issues and one of them is my deep attraction to female domination. Perhaps this is a past life issue? Or a deep spiritual pact with the two women I have romantically loved?
I also “came in” with an ability to see certain things……about life…….about what we have all been told is the nature of life…….of a *knowing* I have that certain truths have been with held or veiled from us about the nature and ability’s of human beings.
So I have been seeking certain truths for a long time……as well as seeking my Domineering and loving Goddess counterpart or romantic ideal. I believe I have arrived at a very important crossroads…….a bridge if you will…….I feel as if my vision and clarity about certain things has never been brighter and that my path to Spiritual Sovereignty has never been more clear. I feel myself opening up to wholeness and balance and cleansing and I feel as well that time is short and things are coming to a head rapidly on a planetary scale. We live in important times…….I feel as if we will all need all of our strength going forward.
And at the same time I realize that my Goddess Haylee Lynn has achieved perfect Mastery over my sexual impulse and desire. I have absolutely no resistance to Her charms……..forget about the “most” beautiful or the “most” desirable Woman on Earth……..no one else even qualifies to be on the chart any longer.
I bow to Her as my sexual Master because She commands me too and because I LOVE Her and I need to please Her and to obey Her now………
So can I do both of these things?
Some of this I have said before but some things bear repeating…..like telling someone that you love them. It means something to say this……it should be repeated and said out loud often.
I LOVE my son……I LOVE my Goddess Haylee Lynn……and I LOVE mankind/womankind.
So one of the reasons I was able to succumb this deeply to Her…….to fall so very much in Love……to surrender to my need and to bow to my MASTER……….was that She is such a quality, wise, loving and spiritually beautiful human being. For me at any rate, that part was essential.
When I tell my Master that I will always obey Her………it is Claude that says this to Her and it means……..*as long as it is within the bounds of my character to do so*.
I do not give Her another persons creations as this is not mine to give.
I give Her my devotion and my creations and they are deep and complex and they are such for any human being.
When I say, “whatever my Queen wants from me She will get”, I mean it…….just so long as it is mine to give and within the bounds of my character to give to Her.
I will not hurt another being……human, animal, or otherwise, by any ones command. I will not steal or lie or abuse anyone for any reason or at any time…….I do not give such power to anyone, ever, and not even my Goddess Haylee. And even though I *know* my Goddess would not command such things from me it still bears saying…….and like saying I love you……it bears saying out loud.
I am seeking to create myself a bridge……..one that safely guides me as well as my loved ones if possible over troubled water to shelter and love and the Eternal light of truth and of the most High. Sometimes it manifests itself in sweet ways like buying warm fleece pajamas for my son and my Goddess. But this business of Spiritual Sovereignty is serious business and I take it as such.
There are forces on Earth that are not kind or loving and do not overly care for human beings…….at least this is my belief. There is deliberate and very cunning misdirection and we must be careful and discerning.
And much like the young adept that kneels in a Temple to his or her spiritual master…….I kneel to my Master, my Goddess, my Queen.
But just as the spiritual adept is the one responsible for his or her own progress…..for walking their own path……for creating their life…….so must I always do so. My Master commands me as it pleases Her……but I am the one responsible for my actions.
We will all be Sovereign in the end if we get it right.
If we can do that……it will the purest and most loving service we can ever extend to the ones that we love…….including our Goddess.
I love You my Goddess, my Heart, my Queen and I simply can not deny Your Mastery of my sexual current. You command it……..You make it dance…….You have such power over my desires as I have never felt or ever will feel……You are effortlessly and perfectly irresistible to me.
So as You play with me…..as You toy with Your perfect sexual conquest my perfect Master……please understand that a part of my love and devotion for You……the biggest gift I wish to tribute to You…….is that I am seeking wholeness……balance……the highest and best…….and that I am doing so sincerely.
One Quest ended when I found You my Queen…….and such is the nature of life that another Quest begins……..always and forever as we reach for the God and the Goddess within…….and the very Heart of Creation calls us home.
I Love You, forever and with all my heart, Your devoted slave, Claude
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