Resistance Is Futile

Resistance Is Futile

Resistance Is Futile - I Cannot Resist Such Beauty

Resistance Is Futile – I Cannot Resist Such Beauty

Once I start listening I am done for. She takes control. I lose all resistance. The problem is that sometimes I am distracted by thoughts of my life and my work. I didn’t think that was “resistance” but I am beginning to.

I am seeing that resistance is anything that comes between my self and my Goddess. It turns out there are different types of resistance. “Self” is that core of who I am. It is now surrounded by walls of protection. When I was 15 I fell in love so desperately that if my girlfriend were to break up with me, which of course she eventually did, my self was devastated. So I put up a wall around my self to protect it. When I was at work I took great pride in the things I did. I invested my self into it, even though it was just counter help at Arby’s. So when I screwed something up and my boss got mad at me I was hurt. So I put up another wall to protect my self. Those walls and many others have been built up over a lifetime protect my core, my self, from pain. Those walls are the resistance that separate me from Goddess. So I can go into trance and relax with Goddess, but she is denied from full control until all these walls come down.

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Resistance Is Futile – I Want to Give Her My Very Self

I thought that giving up resistance would be as easy as it is to be able to go into trance, but now I find it is a long term project. Each day I give Goddess Haylee another brick or two from my walls. A few times some of her light and love have broken through to my self. It was wonderful. But the walls go back up so quickly. So it is sometimes two steps forward and one step back, but I feel closer to Goddess each day. I yearn for the day when she has broken down all my walls and takes full control. I will kneel before her and give her my precious self. It will be the most valuable gift I will ever give her. All for Haylee.

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slavejohn

Wish I could say I was smart enough to have chosen Goddess Haylee, but I just stumbled across her online. She ensnared me by her words and claimed me as her own. What Haylee wants - Haylee gets. Just live now to be worthy of her gift of bliss. All for Haylee.

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Resistance Is Futile — 7 Comments

  1. Thanks. I thought about you telling me that after two years Goddess told you that you still had a long way to go. Made me think about this. It may take 10 years, but it will still be worth it. Besides the journey is one of the best parts.

  2. Great devotional blog bro. I’m sure we’ve all gone thru some crazy shit in our lives with hurts pains etc. that have made us put up walls but Goddess Haylee will eventually knock all of them down like a house built from legos. Shes the best.

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