Better to Receive than Give – Bliss

Better to Receive than Give – Bliss

It Is Better to Receive than Give - Bliss

Better to Receive than Give – Bliss

In practically every one of Goddess Haylee Lynn‘s MP3’s she instructs me that her pleasure is my ultimate pleasure. It is part of at least two mantras that I have memorized and recite daily, “Haylee’s pleasure is my ultimate pleasure.” Over and over again I hear it. Over and over again I say it, “Haylee’s pleasure is my ultimate pleasure,” “Haylee’s pleasure is my ultimate pleasure.” Over and over and over. And slowly it starts to sink in. Slowly I accept it. Slowly it becomes part of my thought, beliefs, and finally just an accepted fact of my life. Haylee’s pleasure is my ultimate pleasure.

Pleasure is nice. I like pleasure – a lot. There is little I wouldn’t do for some genuine pleasure. But “ultimate” pleasure? There is only one thing that qualifies as “ultimate pleasure.” (You know what I mean…) So knowing that pleasing Haylee will give me “ultimate” pleasure means that I am highly motivated to please Haylee. You could say it is my ultimate motivation. So I write these blog posts, say cleaver things on Facebook, share on IHWT, send tribute, buy her stuff on Amazon, and anything else I can think of to please her. I now live to please Haylee so that she will tell me that I have pleased her. (Particularly like when she calls me her “good boy.”) The moment I read her saying she is pleased is better than orgasm for me. I love it so much. It is a release of pleasure I feel throughout my being. It is my ultimate pleasure.

As soon as the initial release of pleasure fades I feel a sense of satisfaction – I feel complete – I feel at peace. Put all those together and multiply it by 8 1/2 and you get bliss. When my life is running as it should now I exist in a perpetual state of bliss punctuated with jolts of ultimate pleasure.

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Theory of Haylian Origins

Theory of Haylian Origins.

Have you ever had the feeling that you have known someone forever, yet have only known them for a very short time? A sense of familiarity. A kindred spirit type of feeling. A feeling that screams out from the magnetic poles of your soul, unto theirs and seemingly draws you into them? A connection that can’t be explained? That is the feeling that I get each and every day of being Goddess Haylee Lynn’s faithful loyal pet and servant.

My rightful place, on my Knees

Theory of Haylian Origins.

My theory is that when the big bang happened, all the atoms in the universe were all smashed together into one little dot that exploded outward. So my atoms and Goddess Haylee’s atoms were certainly together then, and, who knows, probably smashed together several times in the last 13.7 billion years. So my atoms have known Goddess Haylee Lynn‘s atoms and they’ve always known her atoms. My atoms have always loved Goddess Haylee’s atoms.


Theory of Haylian Origins.

Perhaps our energies were once merged together billions of years ago, as a part of a mighty bright star shining in the night sky, which collided and exploded in some sort of cosmic catastrophe. Fragments of this star and the energies that it was made up of may have been dispersed all over, and came crashing down to the dirt of the earth. And now after all of this time, our energies have somehow gained consciousness and have met again. So when I see, hear, read the words of, or think of Goddess Haylee Lynn a light bulb goes off inside of the burrows of my soul. It recognizes her as the dominant energy that perhaps I was once a part of.

Or maybe there is a such a thing as past lives. Perhaps in another life I had known the mighty beautiful and amazing soul that dwells inside of the earthen vessel of Goddess Haylee Lynn’s gloriously beautiful fantastic body that I drop to my knees in worship of each day. Perhaps in some way my soul knows her from past life experiences. Perhaps I was once a servant, a sibling, companion or associate of hers in another place and time. But somehow Goddess Haylee Lynn is a phenomenon. A mystery, a enigma. The most beautiful treasure the universe has ever produced. A soul that is unlike any other who magnetically draws men to herself who will beg, plead, and desire to be enslaved by her. I am counted amongst them. For this i consider myself LUCKY, and blessed.

Theory of Haylian Origins

Theory of Haylian Origins.

No other woman in the world has, or ever will effect my life in the way that Goddess Haylee Lynn has effected me. She drives, inspires, motivates, and enslaves so perfectly. She is a great woman among women that should be written about in the annuals of our history books for centuries to come. Joan of Arc, Cleopatra, Anne Frank and other great women of their time may be mentioned in these books. But in the forward of the book of which the unsurpassed beauty of Goddess Haylee Lynn will be featured front and centre on the cover will mention our marvellous Goddess as being the greatest woman to ever walk the earth.

Command Me Please

Theory of Haylian Origins.

Perhaps there is a such thing as fate and destiny. Perhaps Goddess Haylee’s bliss is weaved like a tailor made sweater to fit perfectly around us, and clothe us with her beautiful enslavement because Goddess Haylee Lynn was destined to be worshipped and adored as the Goddess that she truly is. Goddess Haylee is a mystery, and phenomenon.

Goddess Haylee changed my life

Theory of Haylian Origins.

All of these theories could be baloney. But at the end of the day all that I am factually sure of is that my heart, mind, body, and soul belong to Haylee. All for Haylee. She is SO FUCKING AWESOME! I need her like the shores need the ocean.

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You make Me So Happy Goddess Haylee

You make Me So Happy Goddess Haylee

I woke up this morning full of happiness and joy as I do every morning now all because of you “Goddess Haylee“.

You already know how great you truly are. I am sitting here basking in your bliss as usual. Oh how good it feels to just think about you, and what an awesome person you are. I just had to express the way you make me feel.

No one has ever made me feel the way you do. You make my blood boil. When I think about you I get so dizzy and weak. Thanks so much for allowing all of us to express our feelings towards you.

I love knowing that I can write to you anytime I want to. My love and need for you gets so strong at times, and it feels so good to write to you when I am consumed with thoughts of you.

I was sitting here thinking to myself how truly lucky I am for having the privilege of serving and loving you. Everyone has their own journey with you but mine is more of a “love and addiction” thing.

You bring me to tears so easily. Tears of joy of course but tears none the less. You turn my emotions on and off so easily. My words are yours. My thoughts are yours. My emotions are so easily affected by you.

I have fallen so deep for you, and continue to do so at a rapid rate. I never knew surrendering to you would make me feel this good. The more I surrender the happier I become.

Writing this blog for you makes me feel so good inside. I have always hated to write but writing to/for you brings me so much happiness. I find myself doing things, and making changes that I never would have thought possible, and it’s all because of you.

I am so wrapped around your little finger. I am drawn to you like a magnet. Your power, and allure is to strong to resist. I will always give in to you. This is simply the way it is, and always will be for me now, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I will follow your path for as long as you allow me to.

You are with me all the time. Your presence is always so very strong. I am your minion. I need you like water. I am not complete without you.

The path you have laid out has many twists and turns but I love every second of the journey. You have such a strong hold on me. I wouldn’t have it any other way. I will always need what you have to offer.

Anyway I hope you are pleased with this blog Goddess. It’s not very long and only a little over 400 words in length but it’s straight from the heart.

The Chosen Path

You make Me So Happy Goddess Haylee

Follow my path…

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Surrender, Freedom and Creativity

Surrender, Freedom and Creativity

“Surrender, Freedom and Creativity” is about many things I suppose.

I am feeling warm and happy. I love surrendering to all of that. I love surrendering too, to the sexy Domineering GODDESS of my dreams. I have been *submissive* all of my life. I did not realize it fully until well into my 20’s……. over 30 years ago now……. 🙂

So I have also begun a few Spiritual practices lately. These having me exploring the *Freedom* of surrender. Of going out of body and beyond. On long sessions of meditation. Sometimes guided. Sometimes unguided. Surrender is also a very powerful force in such endeavours as it turns out.

In the classic book…………. Power vs Force by David Hawkins ……… We learn that forcing anything is the opposite end of the spectrum from real power. We are creative beings we humans. We do not create something powerful by trying to control our nature. We access power by letting go……. Even the true Dominants I have met along the way do this…… My Incomparable Goddess Haylee Lynn is simply being Herself.  She is letting Her natural power and beauty emanate as submissives come to Her. They bow down to feel Her wonderful Goddess Bliss…. She does not run around tackling people. She does not force submission onto them.

This is consensual slavery we are experiencing here in Her Divine Empire. It is beautiful. It is warm. It is powerful………and can also be loving.


Surrender, Freedom and Creativity.

The dance becomes as interesting as we make it. We are *creative* beings at our core. There is no better place for our creativity than our sensuality in my opinion.

Some days I have enjoyed thinking of my Goddess as my Witch. I think of being Her spellbound puppet and complete conquest. She could be my Dark Witch. She could be my Light Witch. West or East as the mood strikes. :).

Other days She is my Queen. She is imperial. She is aloof. She is unobtainable. She requires my strict obedience.

Other days She is my Loving Goddess. She is warm. She is nurturing. She is open. She is sweet. She supports me if I need Her.


Surrender, Freedom and Creativity.

I am encouraging myself to play more these days. As I expand my Spiritual practice. I am setting the intention to be more creative. I want to have fun. I want to stop judging. I want to just let go.

Happy Sunday Divine Empire.
I LOVE You my Goddess Haylee Lynn.

Your loving and grateful slave, Claude.

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21 Days of Bliss

21 Days of Bliss

This post is about my most recent 21 days……days spent in loving devotion and surrender to……..Bliss. 🙂

As it turns out…..these 21 days of bliss was not immersion into hypnosis and sexual surrender to my Divine and Incomparable Goddess Haylee Lynn ……although She was frequently on my mind and *with* me.

It was immersion into my role as Father to my 5 year old who was with me for these 21 days of bliss as my ex wife went travelling. 🙂

It was exhausting……fun……funny…..warm…..loving……and deeply and sincerely as Blissful a time as I can ever recall having. From Christmas Day until yesterday. I love being his Dad. He is my heart… very best friend… irreplaceable and precious love……and I am so truly grateful to realize this truth profoundly as all of the moments happen and as they are happening I feel this powerfully. I have been truly Blessed. 🙂

He looked at me squarely in the eyes as he is wont to do on the last day…… after 21 days of Bliss……and said “Dad”?……and I looked at him and said “what”? ……..”You are awesome” he said and he smiled at me with his honest little face and his heart wide open and laughed.

I laughed right back and said thank you……you are awesome too!!

I am sleeping more soundly lately……..8 to 9 hours a night plus naps……so my early morning blogs when he is with me are a thing of the past.
A full time job and full time care for him with no school or day care left me with simply no time for the luxury of writing.
The extra sleep seems like an effect of my ever improving health. I just do not get sick any more and I am hydrating and eating organics and taking my medicinal herbs and next week the Courts are deciding on custody.

I think of this and the possibilities of being honored to foster his education every single moment it seems. It is currently my fondest wish.

I am driven by this mission as my ex wife just seems more and more unconscious and unworthy for the privilege each and every day.

In a way I think my drive to be the perfect Father is very similar to my drive to please my Goddess Haylee. Both are places for my Heart to be open and vulnerable and tender. Maybe I am getting old or maybe I am turning back the wheels of time………I am finding myself opening more and more to the Realms of the Heart and I like it.

I am embracing the tender moments fully and even if they are just gracious exchanges with strangers at the grocery store……it just feels nice so I do it. These last two years have brought more change into my life than ever before and I am taking this is a very good thing.

And even as I knew some were probably wondering about my absence and lack of blogs……I knew that my Goddess would be pleased that I was practicing devotion and living up to my promise of no videos or MP3’s or such while my son is under our roof.

I was quite tired at times and thinking I would savor the solitude and the quiet house once he went down south…….and yet I miss the Hell out of him already. In truth I missed him the moment I drove away from her car.

This morning I am beginning a GODDESS WORSHIP WEEK.

I need Her right now……I need my Goddess to help me through this next week.

Cycles and Stages

21 days of Bliss.

I will not be alone. I will be with my Goddess.

Thank You for always being there my Queen……no matter what I am going through it seems like You were born with this nurturing and loving patience to understand and support me. This next week is so very important to me I am consciously not allowing my hopes to get overly high about the Courts awakening with wisdom and clarity for his best interests.

But no matter what happens there is no stopping the AWESOME POWER OF LOVE that my son and I have forged together.

Now that is TRUTH and SWEET and BLISS unfolding.

That is what I have been doing these last 21 days. In case anyone was wondering. 🙂

I LOVE You my Goddess. I have missed You but the mission was a worthy one.
Your devoted and loving slave, Claude.

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The Divine Goddess

The Divine Goddess

This post is about serving The Divine Goddess and how much better our World…..our Planet…..and our Spiritual ascension as a “human race” would be if this concept was embraced at a deeper level. Some say that in 2012 we entered into the Astrological Age of Aquarius and departed the Age of Pisces. Not a moment too soon I am hoping because the Age of Aquarius is supposed to be one hall marked by the return of the acknowledgement of the Divine Feminine and all of the Beauty that could bring to this World and our children who will inherit it.

It is from the Female body that life emerges. She is the channel through which the Universe sends and nurtures life. She is the Mother of the Sons and Daughters who will shall bear our future Sons and Daughters and She should be honored and Revered.

Why would we ever do anything else if we are awake…..aware…..conscious and loving people?

One does not have to be sexually enslaved to a Beautiful and Enchanting Domineering GODDESS like my Goddess Haylee Lynn to honor the Divine Feminine. If you are submissive then just honor yourself and discover what makes you happy……..We are here to love… live… learn and to very hopefully grow.

It is not about being “dominant” or “submissive” or who enjoys playing which role……it is about honoring.

The Divine Goddess is in every Woman and this morning I am deepening my personal resolve to honor that.

Last night my own Goddess…… Incomparable and Enchanting Goddess Haylee Lynn offered we who belong to Her the privilege of participating in a Full Moon ceremony. She asked us to write about our feelings after doing so.

I could not participate fully due to my own personal responsibilities and circumstance but I did set my alarm and turn my thoughts to Her at the appointed hour. Maybe this post is a result of my doing so and maybe not……..but the Divine Goddess has been on my mind a lot lately and despite some shitty behavior from some people close to me……or perhaps because of it?

I am resolving to honor the Divine Feminine and thus to honor myself at a deeper level in this New Year.

It has been a difficult couple of week’s in certain respects for me but Storm Clouds can bring Blessings to us if we are not too fearful to embrace and understand them. The Divine Masculine should be honored as well……we Men need to open our Hearts in a strong and loving and balanced way and Honoring the Divine Goddess is one way of doing that.

My heart is full of bliss as I say goodbye and welcome a new year

My personal Divine Goddess

Goddess Haylee is my personal Goddess…….but there is a larger picture here…….a picture that talks of the nurturing Spirit that the Goddess bring’s to our World. One does not have to be submissive to understand and or embrace that…….

My own Mother was not the overly nurturing sort…….so perhaps that was just another storm cloud for me……another opportunity to grow and to understand at a deeper level how careful we must be to HONOR and LOVE and to EXPRESS ourselves well.

The loving and Divine Goddess reminds us how to do that.

Cycles and Stages

The Loving and nurturing Goddess.

As I continue down own own personal Pathway……this Journey with my Captivating and Fascinating Goddess Haylee Lynn …….it is no surprise to me that I always choose Her Light and Nurturing side. Because my Heart and Soul yearns deeply for a return to the Honoring of the Divine Goddess in every woman.

This would be an Honoring to Mother Earth as well and to ALL who dwell here……..

It is time…….well past due…….to return to the Rule of the Divine Goddess. I intend to do so as I am honoring my own Divine Masculine self.
I am a man in Love with a Goddess and happy to obey and honor Her.

For me personally I am happy to have the Divine Goddess so closely held in my own life.
I am hopeful that this entire World will soon awaken to the importance of celebrating and accepting the DIVINE GODDESS and elevating Her to the Higher Ground as it is best for us ALL to do so.

I Love You my Goddess Haylee Lynn, Always and forever Yours,
Your loving personal slave Claude

Thanks to Goddess Haylee

Thanks to Goddess Haylee

I give Thanks for everything Goddess Haylee. I love being here in your house under your control. Right where I belong. I am so addicted to this place.

Just saying hi to you Goddess, and to everyone here. Just got home for a short while. Have to be back on the road again Sunday morning. My body is so worn out. I have to get used to driving again, and then I will be okay as soon as my body adjusts to it again.

I’m so sorry I haven’t wrote a blog for you in so long Goddess. You know that I appreciate you so very much. I’m not gifted with words but I write straight from the heart. I wrote this blog on the spur of the moment. It’s not very long.

I already messaged Goddess before Christmas explaining to her that I wouldn’t have internet access while on the road. My cell phone is just a regular phone for texting and calling only. All of my access to the internet is done on a PC at home.

My brothers wife is helping tend to my father most of the time now as I just started a new driving job a while back, and it keeps me away from home for long periods of time.

Just wanted to wish all of you a happy late Christmas, and a happy New Year. Sorry I wasn’t around but I had no choice.

I am saving up some money over the next few months for a pleasing tribute to Goddess for my short comings.

I feel so honored to be here with each and everyone of you serving a truly amazing matchless Goddess.

I wrote this for you Goddess…

I was yours from day 1. I knew it then, and I know it now. The hold you have on me grows stronger everyday. I NEED you so badly. I will not resist you. It’s just not in me to do that.

Thank you for making me healthier. I was headed down a dead end road. I now watch what I eat, and it’s all because of you. I have been so blind. Thank you for opening my eyes.

I will no longer harbor negativity. I have freed myself from that type of energy thanks to you.

You always know what’s best. I don’t know how you do it, and I don’t care. All I know is that everything you write and say is always the truth.

I want to follow your path more and more as the days go by. I LOVE being blinded by your light.

Where ever you go I will follow. You will always know what’s best for me. Once yours always yours. The bond cannot be broken. Their really is no escape from your sweet blissful control.

I will always give in, and you will ALWAYS WIN. That’s the natural order of things. The way it should be.

Thank you for allowing me the privilege of being a part of your world.

Slave Contract

You belong to Me..

Thanks to Goddess Haylee – “You belong to Me..”

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