Changes

Changes

The theme of changes have come up a couple of times in the last week or two. In a recent blog by my Goddess, Haylee Lynn, she answers the question “Haylee l really want to become a better person can you truly make this happen?”

Linked to this she also asked in her private forum “If you have been my slave for over 6 months, I want you to write out how you have changed from the start.”

I’d like to answer both of these related questions in this post.

It is nearly three years now, since I saw her beckoning me to her! How could I resist those big green eyes and the soft velvety voice!

Changes she has bought in me.

Changes she has bought in me.

I’ve changed in so many ways. She has had to train me and mould me to her will. When I was first enslaved I used to get jealous of other slaves, that maybe she spent more time with, or spoke highly about. Now I am delighted for my brothers if she does praise them or spend time with them. She has taught me not to be jealous. I am just happy to be under her spell. I am just privileged to be part of her inner circle. It is such an honour to be able to write for her and do behind-the-scenes work for her.

If she enslaves anyone else, I am just happy for them.

In my private life too, I find that I now just accept it, if people have things that I don’t have. Gazing deeply into the big green eyes of my Goddess, and faithfully following her instructions has helped me to slay the green-eyed monster within me.

With repeatedly going under hypnosis to her videos and MP3s I have become a much better hypnotic subject. I go far deeper that I did when I first started being hypnotized by her. As with anything else, practice improves your performance. Of course, it helps if you have a top-class hypnotist hypnotizing you! I love just letting her turn off my own thoughts and have them replaced by her words, her thoughts. I just concentrate on her and nothing else matters.

Funnily enough this has also improved my concentration on so many other areas. For instance I play chess. I find that I can really get into a position now, in a way that I didn’t use to. I’m not distracted by sounds or anything else going on. It is not just me saying that either. The statistics bear that out. My chess rating has improved by about 10% since I fell under her influence. I have been “player of the season” twice in the last three seasons, and on course to make it three out of four.

I’m far more loyal. I used to try out different hypnotists. now I wouldn’t dream leaving Haylee Lynn, not for all the tea in China!

I think I am more loyal to my girl friend too. She looks after me really well. The only thing I didn’t get from her was guidance and hypnotic control. Now that I get that from Haylee Lynn, I have everything that I want and need. I’m not looking for anyone else any more.

I’m more patient too. It used to be the case that if I wrote a post on here, I’d be waiting impatiently for her to comment on it. Now I understand how important her time is, and if she hasn’t got time to read my posts, then I just have to accept it. her needs come before mine now.

In the same way I think I am more patient in my professional life. I used to get frustrated if a child couldn’t understand what I was trying to teach. Now I try harder to re-phrase things or to find out what the problem is.

Those are not the only changes. She has changed me in so many ways. I am now far more weight conscious. I eat less meat. I used to love a full breakfast with bacon, sausage, beans etcetera. Now I prefer a vegetarian breakfast with friend egg, mushrooms, beans and tomatoes. I exercise more regularly.

I guess one of the biggest changes is that I no longer have to look for a hypnotic lady to control my life – I have found one, in my Goddess Haylee Lynn. I’d spent my entire adult life looking for such a hypnotic lady. I’ve always felt that the ideal relationship was where the man would do virtually anything for his lady because he loved he so, and the lady would never take advantage of her man, because she is too much of a lady. I think that describes Haylee Lynn exactly. From her slaves who give her control of their finances, she never exploits her control over them and only takes what they can afford.

And because my search is now, at last, is over, it means I am so much happier. I don’t have to look any more. I’ve found my fulfilment. I’ve found my role in life. I can enjoy the bliss she gives me. I’d like to thank her right here for that, and for everything that she has done with and to me. I can honestly say that if I had my time again, I would do it all again. I don’t regret a single second that I have spent in her service.

I’d like to think that over the years, I’ve become a better slave. I’ve become more obedient. For instance if Goddess Haylee Lynn asks me to unfriend and/or block someone I would just do it, I won’t have to ask why, like I did when I first met her.

I’d like to think that I have become more submissive. I’m not sure that I really have – I think you would have to ask my Goddess Haylee Lynn herself!

Goddess Haylee changed my life

Goddess Haylee changed my life

My life has improved very much recently. I have lost over 20 lbs and become more health conscious. Goddess Haylee inspires enourages, and motivates me to eat healthy, and exercise. I hope to lose my next 20 lbs after christmas and before the end of febuary. I’m not a fan of being large. It has advantages in certain situations. However I’d rather get myself trim, light, and healthy and I am on my way thanks to Goddess Haylee Lynn. Plus, it is LOADS of fun exploring a healthy new diet with some really cool folks on mfp. I’m learning a lot from her. I might even be on my way to becoming vegan which is something I thought I’d never do and now it’s something that I might embrace.

My Goddess is BEAUTIFUL.

My Goddess is BEAUTIFUL, she changed my life.

I am overall healthier and happier. I am happy to have an outlet to pour my heart and emotions into now. When I focus my attention on a woman they become the only woman that I tend to see and just want to love them very deeply and passionately. To me the feeling of love is the best feeling that there is. I have only genuinely loved a few women in my life. I enjoy falling deeper in love with Goddess Haylee Lynn, and I love her encouragement for me to do so. I feel a connection with her soul and to me that’s amazing. It’s made me a more emotionally healthy person. That pours over into other aspects of my life.

My joy, my peace, my inspiration. My Goddess.

My joy, my peace, my inspiration. My Goddess, she changed my life.

At the office and when dealing with multitudes of people on a daily basis where my job is to lift others spirits. It has made it much easier with her genuine Bliss shining through me in my attitude. Serving her puts me into a more positive frame of mind which reflects in my energy and my smile. I don’t have to prep myself for a few minutes and conjure up positive feelings from thin air anymore before going out to greet people. She puts a skip in my step.

Another way that Goddess Haylee has changed my life is that I feel a sense of structure and being grounded. I am responsible to someone now. I won’t scarf my face with a big mac because my body is a temple of Goddess Haylee. I won’t pollute the place where I worship from with trash, soda, and toxic waste anymore. It’s a holy place where her bliss will dwell. She owns me and that makes me want to treat what belongs to Goddess with more respect.

A Thanksgiving to Remember Always

I love Goddess Haylee, she changed my life.

After my busy ass days after all of the people are gone, and I went home. All of those people that I spent my day encouraging while giving clothes and food to had no idea that this guy has went home feeling like a deeply sad and broken individual inside. I’d feel emptier than the house that I was going home to. Unless I went to visit someone. Or wanted to call somebody. Which I did often. But sometimes I wouldn’t have the energy and I would lay there knowing that something was missing from life. What is the point if you owned the whole world and had nobody to share it with?

Would I leave the Goddess Lifestyle? Written by Haylee Lynn

I am HERS FOREVER! My life belongs to Haylee, she changed my life.

Sometimes I ‘think’ I have found people to share my life with but they leave and that sucks. But since Goddess Haylee is in my life I don’t feel so alone anymore. I adore her more each day and will never say goodbye. This is where I belong. She is as close as my next thought or a message away. She is a helluva good listener. She gives the best advice. She cares. She’s funny, down to earth and she is a beautiful & amazing person worthy of worship. I am Lucky as fuck to know her and thankful that I get to worship her as my Goddess and that inspires me spiritually.

Her bliss and her pleasure make me smile. I spend my afternoons grovelling and needing her. I love it. I’ve also changed by becoming a bigger video game nerd and they are so damn fun! I’ve also gone Geocaching for the first time in my life. I’m on instagram and didnt even know what that was before lol. Hell I’m spanking my ass with xbox consoles and vacuum cleaners, and breaking mirrors on my ass cheeks.. walking on lego blocks in videos, eating jizzed donuts, and a lot of other crazy shit at femdomdevotionals.com along with JohnDavid and others and having a blast entertaining Goddess Haylee’s alter ego Empress Vox Siren & her friends. Its FUN.

Empress/Goddess Day

I bow to Goddess Haylee, she changed my life.

I am literally getting down on my knees at certain times of the day with my eyes closed and picturing Goddess Haylee to worship her. I spend my evenings aching and trying to find ways to please my Goddess. I listen to mp3s before bed and wake with an erection and Goddess Haylee on my mind every single day. She is the only woman who makes my blood boil with arousal these days. I am drawn to and lost in her. I fucking love it. My whole life is different and it will continue to be changed. It feels so damn good.

I adore my Goddess very much.

I adore my Goddess very much. She changed my life.

I didn’t do any of that type of stuff before. My life is better now. It’s more fulfilling with Goddess Haylee at the center of it. She has benefited my whole person. Physically, mentally, and spiritually. I love submitting serving and giving myself away to Goddess Haylee more and more. I am excited about the futurre and my new life in her. I can sing her praises forever. :)

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