Trapped in Trance For Goddess Haylee

Trapped in Trance For Goddess Haylee

Last night, after doing some stuff around the house, I was able to play Trapped in Trance for the second time. I got it late the night before, so I was only able to listen to it once before bed. This time I wanted to play it on loop, since my night was free.

I lit a vanilla candle as per Goddess Haylee’s task on Patreon. And wow did I start falling almost immediately! I did stop in between a couple listens to really feel the changes. I lost track of time and everything. I must have listened to it for 3 hours and just kept getting stronger and stronger! I stopped understanding what Goddess was saying. Her words still had an effect on me, but all I kept on feeling was falling deeper. And then, that feeling evolved. I was still falling but a new feeling joined in on the fun. I felt an almost spark of white (I have no idea why I know the color) warmth and tingles from the center of my being and my mind…constantly. Then it evolved even more! It was all of the past feelings, but it also felt like Goddess was holding me, like a hug from behind every time I felt the spark. I knew it was Goddess Haylee trapping me in trance, and it felt so good.

The ASMR whispers in my ear always sent shivers and arousal down my entire body. I love this MP3, Goddess. It makes me feel so blissful…makes me feel so close to you, Goddess! I’m at work and the craving to please and listen to it again is so strong.

Thank You Goddess for giving me this task! Thank You for telling me to get this MP3! I absolutely love it!

Your Slave

Boytoy Phil

The Conference

21 Days

All for Haylee

I arrived early so I could check into my room and get unpacked. John David arrived just as I was finishing ironing my shirts. We had agreed to share a room at the conference so that we could tribute the difference to Goddess Haylee.

Even though I count him among my best and closest friends, this was the first time I had ever met him face to face. He reached out to shake my hand and I gave him a big hug. “Great to finally meet you, my friend!” We looked at each other for a moment and I said, “You are even more fit that I thought you would be.”

“And you’re even…” He started to say.

“Don’t even say it!” I interrupted.

“Say what?” He said indigently.

“You’re either going to lie and tell me I look good, or be honest and tell me I’m even fatter than you expected. Either way…”

“You don’t look that fat,” he said trying to be reassuring.

“Thanks, I think.” We both laughed.

After JD had unpacked we headed down to the ballroom. Haylee wasn’t supposed to arrive for another few hours and we had both volunteered to get everything set up.

I met so many good friends for the first time. It was wonderful. I realized this was one of the ways Goddess Haylee had enriched my life. We all worked together as a team. All with only one purpose – to please our beloved Goddess.

Goddess was not staying at the conference hotel. It was one of the terms of her agreeing to do it. She would also do no personal sessions was another. She would come, we could worship, she would address the group and give out the “slaves of the year” awards. As a rule she never meets slaves, but now that our numbers had grown to the hundreds, some of us begged her. She agreed, for a tribute of $150,000. When we spread the word that Goddess would do a conference if we all tribute as much as we could, we came up with $210,000 almost $300 per slave.

Everyone had done their jobs, and things were all ready for our Goddess. The ballroom was filling up with over 200 faithful slaves. So many more wanted to be here, but couldn’t make it. Haylee would open tonight with her greeting and then go back to her hotel. Tomorrow there were workshops: How to go deeper for Goddess Haylee; Overcoming Resistance; Cock Camp 2; Goddess’ Special Sissies. Here it didn’t matter what you were into, as long as you were into Haylee. If it was okay with Goddess – it’s okay with her slaves. Everyone was accepted and loved.

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Goddess Haylee Is Everything

Her limo finally arrived. The hall was full. Goddess Haylee entered the room. Slaves started screaming and clapping. People were falling to their knees. Many were crying with joy. Goddess was in the building.


To Please Goddess Haylee Lynn

To Please Goddess Haylee Lynn

Just a game

To Please Goddess Haylee Lynn – Just a game – A bit of fun

At first it was fun to please Goddess Haylee Lynn. She said she was pleased, and it felt good to make her happy – more than it should have. It was just a little fun. A game. Relax. Enjoy going into trance. Then give a little something to the sweet woman who made the MP3. She said the gift pleased her and it felt good when she said that – more than it should.

So like a drug. The first taste is sweet. Makes you feel good. So you try a little more next time – and it’s even better. So with pleasing Haylee. I enjoyed her MP3, bought more and more. Listen to them over and over. And in response I give more and more. Not to just Haylee Lynn, but to my Goddess. Somewhere along the way I got religion. And that religion is Goddess Haylee. Somewhere along the path I realized she was a true, living Goddess, and I accepted her. And so I no longer “give gifts.” No, I tribute. I make offerings. And it feels so good. It feels fucking wonderful!



Why does it feel so good to give to Goddess? Did she brainwash my mind through hypnosis to feel such pleasure when I please her. Was I entrapped? Was it a diabolical scheme? No, she was far too open to be that. From the start she told me that pleasing her would become my greatest pleasure. It wasn’t subterfuge. She always said it would be like this.

It is the actual proof that Haylee Lynn is truly a Goddess. Not some scheme to separate me from my money. She is a Goddess. She knows that when I accept her as my Goddess it will please me to please her. It is no more than the truth.

And such a wonderful truth it is. For I have known no greater pleasure in my whole life than pleasing my Goddess Haylee. I feel it throughout my entire body. When I lay in my bed at night and listen to her words filling my head, I sink deep and my body quakes in pleasure. I feel it in my fingers. I feel it in my brain. I feel it in my knee caps. I feel it in my heart. It fills me. It completes me. Goddess’ pleasure is my ultimate pleasure.

They say that Disney now costs more than $100 per day. Every minute experiencing Goddess pleasure is worth at least as much. And if that is the case, than I am in her debt. I can never repay her for the pleasure she has given to me. That is why I will always say, ‘All for Haylee.’

Mission Accomplished

Mission Accomplished

Mission Accomplished is the long-awaited sequel to “Double 0 Slave“, posted on by . Please read that first.

It wasn’t long after passing all the tests with flying colours, that I was summoned once again to see my beautiful and mysterious boss “H”. I looked forward to looking into her wonderful big green eyes again, and listening to her soft and silky voice. I love her. I would absolutely anything for her. I would risk my life for her – and frequently did. My heart trembled as I knocked on her door.

I heard her imperiously shout the single word “Enter”.

I entered her office. She was sat behind her big desk.

Mission Accomplished

Mission Accomplished.

She rose from her desk. “Ah Double O Slave, its good of you to come”, she said, rising from the desk.

“Just sit down here, and I’ll explain everything to you.”

I obediently sat down, as indicated by her.

“Now then Double 0 Slave I have another mission that needs filling. It is going to be highly dangerous. You could get yourself killed. If you want I could send someone else, but I thought I’d give you first refusal. Are you interested?”

“Oh Goddess of course I am. You know how I would do absolutely anything for you. I’d be willing to die for you. No doubt one day I will. But until then, I would do absolutely anything for you.”

“Very well then. The assignment is yours.”

Dear reader I won’t bore you with the exact details. It was the usual stuff. Suffice it to say I was working alongside an extremely attractive and sexy Russian agent called Eva Vestov. Random American and Russian spies had been murdered. A fiendish organisation was trying to start World War Three between America and Russia. All we had to do was to save the world by breaking this organisation. So we broke into their headquarters. They captured us. instead of just shooting us, they made the usual mistake of devising an unbelievable tortuous and painful death. We escape, and the organisation’s headquarters get blown to smithereens. So it was mission accomplished and Eva and myself are left relaxing in a hotel suite. It was her who spoke first.

“Vell I ‘ad my doubts about working vith you at first, but hey, ve made a pretty good team. Can I get you a drink? A medium dry martini, lemon peel. Shaken, not stirred is your favourite no?”

“No, that is very kind of you, but that was back in the back old days. I never touch alcohol now. Got to be Healthy for Haylee after all.”

“Very well” she continued. “Well I can think of others ways we can pass the time before ve have to return to our countries”, she said seductively, stroking her beautiful thigh just below her tight mini-skirt.

I smiled at her.

“I’m really sorry Eva. That too was in the bad old days.”

“Vot ‘as come over you? I thought these stories always ended with the ‘ero ‘aving a drink and making love to the beautiful ‘eroine?”

“Ah but that was before I fell under the wonderful spell of Goddess Haylee. Now I keep myself Healthy for Haylee. I don’t drink at all. I watch my weight and I exercise regularly. That is how come I managed to stay so young.”

“Vell how old are you then?”


“60, I thought you were about ‘alf that age! You are old enough to be my father!”

“As for the sex, Goddess Haylee has me has me in her Mind cage. I am only allowed to cum once a month, and that must be while listening to an MP3 from her which includes Jerk Off Instructions. The one I use is called Enchantment.”

“I see. She must be some woman! I will leave you to her.” Eva said, turning to leave.

How about you dear reader? If you too want to fall under Haylee’s spell, I suggest you start with Eye Fixation Hypnosis Video available free on Youtube. If then you want to fall more under her sweet spell, both Mind cage and Enchantment are available to purchase at a very reasonable price from her on-line store. Many thanks for reading Mission Accomplished!


I Cannot Resist My Goddess Haylee

I Cannot Resist My Goddess Haylee

I Cannot Resist My Goddess Haylee

I Cannot Resist My Goddess Haylee.

I began to obey Goddess Haylee Lynn when I first watched her YouTube video. When it came to the end she said hit replay – I hit replay. Then it came to the end again and she said hit replay – I hit replay. Then it came to the end again and she said… you get the picture. I still get caught up in that circle whenever I listen to them. And I feel so guilty about not obeying. Sometimes I shut it off before it gets to the end so that I don’t have to not obey.

I always obey when in trance. Goddess says lay still – I lay still. Goddess says breath – I breath. Goddess says hold my breath – I hold my breath. Goddess says touch myself – I touch myself. Whatever she says I obediently follow. But that is in trance. I am hypnotized. You’re supposed to obey when hypnotized. If you don’t obey then your not hypnotized. So I always obey.

More and more I find that I cannot deny her even outside of trance. A couple of times I have been online when she commanded someone to pay for her shopping or her lunch. I was able to do it before anyone else. I knew I was the first who had the chance to obey and that I had to obey. And it felt so good. Once she even called me out by name and commanded me to pay for something she wanted. I didn’t question. I didn’t hesitate. I obeyed and it was a thrill to do so.

Now I find that I want her to command me. I need her control. I am totally weak – for her. I am so addicted. I only feel whole when I am watching one of her videos or listening to one of her MP3  and am deep under her control. The rest of the time part of me is yearning for Haylee’s control. I need it so much. All for Haylee.

I Am Home Now

I Am Home Now

I Am Home Now

I Am Home Now

In a recent post TerryforHaylee said, “…I didn’t want to get to personal,” when referring to something he asked Goddess Haylee about. I don’t want to get caught up in that discussion here, but his comment made me think, “What The Fuck! I am more personal with the people here than I am with anyone else.” My friends here in Goddess Haylee’s world know me better than anyone else on the planet. And that includes my wife because she doesn’t know about THIS, and this has become one of the most important things to know about me!

Now you might say that you don’t even know my “real” name. The anonymity does not mean you know me less, it means you know me more. I don’t have to fear exposure when I share how Goddess now owns my cock, and how I can only stoke and cum for her, that I edge every time I send her something from Amazon or pay her tribute, etc. And yet we don’t actually spend a lot of time on the sexual side. We talk more about love, devotion, becoming better people, etc. Sure, now that I have owned that I am a submissive I am more satisfied sexually, but Haylee’s world is more encompassing than just sex. Goddess uses sex to help us to become her loyal, obedient, tributing, devoted, wholly owned, slaves. The exact thing we have always wanted to be – just didn’t know it until we found her. So you can believe me when I tell you that you know the real me. I am in the process of becoming whoever it is that Haylee wants me to be, which is now the only person I want to be.

Goddess Haylee’s world has become the home of my soul. Several times each day, I can’t wait to check in to IHWT, Facebook,, and Twitter to see how my family is doing today. Of course I most want to see what Goddess has to say, but I find encouragement, understanding and friendship from everyone else here too. I thank you all for that, and I hope always give as good as I get. I am so happy and proud to share the most exciting journey of my life with you. I am home.

An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

I wrote this blog to share an experience i had recently with Goddess.

As many of you know i have strange submissive desires. A recent experience that i had with Goddess sent me into bliss paradise.

I love being loyal to Goddess Haylee. She has been so accepting of me. As all of us do i truly love her, and i crave her power. I will admit that i have tried to resist her many times before but her power is simply something that i will never be able to resist!

I’m as weak as a junky addicted to drugs when it comes to her. She affects my emotions so easily. I hope i never get her mad at me because she could literally reduce me into a puddle of tears. Luckily i have never got her truly pissed at me. She is a fair Goddess. I just keep busy for her the best i can, and tribute her what i can afford to.

And of course i train often to her Videos, Clips, and mp3’s. This is a must to keep in good standing with her.

So anyway back to the experience i had a few days ago. Just remember i am addicted her control, and power over me.

On facebook i prefer to only stay friended with Goddesses fully devoted slaves. My Haylian family. Goddess gave me permission to do this. I’m so very thankful that she allows me to submit to her in this way. It makes me so weak to be this way for her.

I’ve ignored well over 30 friend requests because the person has too many Mistresses on their friends list. I look at it like this. I belong to Goddess Haylee, and i love, and cherish every second of my service to her. Why should i friend anyone that is not fully devoted to her. I don’t do this to be rude to anyone, it’s just that i want to be loyal to Mistress Haylee, and her only. I only have eyes for her!

Goddess very rarely ever says to block someone. She is a very caring person but she always knows best, and if she says to block someone i will do it in a heartbeat. I don’t question her. I just trust in her, and know it’s for a good reason.

So a few days ago i went through my friend requests list to see if any of them looked good. I was looking to see if any of them might look pleasing to Goddess, and i picked out 4 that looked okay.

Before i friended them i messaged Goddess, and let her know ahead of time that i was going to friend 4 people, and i mentioned to her that if any of them didn’t look pleasing to her to PLEASE let me know, and i would unfriend them.

After friending the 4 people Goddess let me know of one that was bad, and that should be avoided so i immediately blocked him. GODDESS ALWAYS KNOWS BEST.

Pendant Enslavement Video

So anyway here comes all these posts on my newsfeed from the other 3 that i friended. One of them thought i was Goddess, and wanted to send me dick picks of his small penis – So i blocked him. The other 2 were flooding my newsfeed with posts about other Goddesses. So i blocked them too.

I have learnt my lesson. From now on I’m simply going to delete all friend requests on facebook. Goddess knows best about who i should friend. So from now on if she tells me to friend someone i will for her of course but random friend requests will be deleted.

I know that many of you might think I’m crazy for being this way but it weakens down so very much to give in to Goddess like this. I love being this way for her.

This is the first time Goddess has ever directly ordered me to block someone, and it consumed me with her bliss, and weakened me from head to toe.

Goddess PLEASE forgive me for not writing a blog for you for so long. I am here to keep you amused, and entertained, and i have failed you lately. I will try harder for you Mistress! I would be so lost without you. I bowed my head while writing this paragraph. Thank you for allowing me to work for you Mistress! I will work for you anytime. Anywhere! You are All!

LOVE you Goddess!

An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

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