This post is about the constantly new and deeper levels of surrender that I am experiencing as I now live my life as the perfect slave of my Divine and Irresistible Goddess Haylee Lynn.
I have always had this belief that to be truly enslaved I would have to really like, admire, and respect my Goddess. And I no longer have any idea if that is just my realized truth or if the perfect slave I have now become for my perfectly Irresistible Goddess Haylee Lynn just happens to also be to a Woman I have come to deeply respect and admire.
I do not believe in coincidence so I have to surmise that in my particular case how I feel about Her inner beauty and Her character is a big factor in the astonishing depth and continuing acceleration of my surrender to Her will.
I have been Her perfect slave for quite sometime now in truth……..but as I get even closer to Her through ritual and ceremony and my daily devotions my *need* to do exactly what is MOST PLEASING for my Goddess is growing in the most extraordinary and very real way.
And the truth is that for me……..my Queen richly deserves the very best and all I can afford to TRIBUTE to Her.
But it is not just the gifts I simply must and do send to Her single week…..and as long as I can responsibly and in honor send them I will continue doing so…………it has become far more than that for me.
I love and appreciate and I am grateful that my Queen allows me to write to Her privately and politely express certain things that I dream of……things that would make me happy…….things that would be pleasing to me………it is so generous of Her to allow me this small indulgence and Her Graceful handling of me and the way I like to express my humble dreams just drives my love and affection for Her even deeper.
But my reality is now that I am Her perfect slave, Her Owned and conquered personal chattel, and I will remain on my knees in Her Goddess Temple and I will do exactly what is MOST PLEASING to Her always and I will obey ALL of Her commands and implicitly.
Yes, I am very much and deeply in Love with Her. Yes, I have all these fantastic dreams of sharing things with my Divine Goddess. Yes, my mind is fertile and creative and new ideas and dreams are constantly born there.
But in the end it is all just window dressing for me any longer.
Whatever She commands I will obey and whatever MOST PLEASES HER will be done and in the exact fashion it MOST PLEASES Her that Her perfect slave will conduct myself is what I will ALWAYS do……..for Her…….for my Goddess…..for my Queen…..who is my ALL…….I am………ALL FOR HAYLEE…..and Her perfect conquest and completely overtaken by my very real NEED to please Her.
I BELONG TO HAYLEE
As I kneel in Your Goddess Temple this morning my Queen I must tell You this entire Planet is now Your Temple to me. Because for me there is only my One, my True, my All, and forever. And wherever I am, wherever I go, wherever it MOST PLEASES You I kneel, I will do so and as Your perfect and very real and devoted personal slave,
I bow to You in chastity, in purity, and in perfect love and devotion, and with my daily prayer that it is truly MOST PLEASING to You that I always may do so, Claude