That was my first experience with Her…….that video……..and when She asked me if I wanted to be Her “good boy” I felt a jolt. I had never in all my years had a Dominatrix say such a thing or ask me such a question…….it was unique, refreshing, different.
And for me…….it struck a powerful chord.
My mentor even said that to me once now that I am reflecting on it………and my older brother who is as close to me as anyone through all the years told me years ago after I had been burned a bit by a dishonest mechanic…….that my “problem” was that I thought everyone else was like me……..and trying to always do the right thing…….like a “good boy” would.
So now I have found a couple of things in my life…….my Sovereignty mission where I am learning that a Sovereign is *always* responsible, taking full liability, is loving and helpful and has an impeccable “come from”………like a “good boy” would.
And I have found my Domineering Goddess……my romantic dream and ideal……who is my Goddess of Light, She is loving and supportive and wants me to be at my best and healthy and to be……..Her “good boy”.
It seems as if it is just in my nature to be a good boy somehow. I do not know if it is Astrological or has something to with past lives and or the fact that I had 4 older siblings and parents who lost their grip (or never had one) on a fairly large flock.
But I always think about what the “right” thing to do is……..and then try to do it. And I have a belief that I think lends itself to this as well……..my belief that there is “no hiding place” down here.
No matter what you do……whether someone else sees it or not…….whether or not you get “caught”…….the Universe will react to your choice. I teach this to my son all the time…….good choices lead you to positive outcomes……bad choices to the opposite.
There is always a consequence to any action……be it positive or negative.
I love the very public example of OJ Simpson. Did this man get away with anything despite the “not guilty” verdict? Look at his face……his energetic signature……no one “gets away” with anything……..period.
We reap what we sow and even if the bounty created by our action is put off for a bit.
When I was younger I was prone to anger about the reality that my brother talked about…….why in the name of Goddess would people not want to always do the right thing? What the Hell was wrong with them?
And then I found my mentor and learned some very valuable lessons. Basically, it is none of my business what another persons spiritual condition is or is not. My business is about me, my inner self, my heart, and my own spiritual journey.
And yes, I needed to learn lots of hard and true lessons about listening to my intuition, to my own inner voice, and learn to be more discerning about the used car salesmen and women of the world……..and I am still learning and one beautiful aspect of this version of life is that the learning never stops for any of us…….but in the end I am happy I have always been such a “good boy”.
I am trying to be better. I am no Saint by a very long shot……. or even a Sovereign in the Republic just yet……but I am simply not a *buyer* in the commercial system any longer.
I am no longer trying or interested in “winning” or in “money” or “competition” and that is what most people who are out of integrity are doing and trying for. I am interested in LOVE and in being LOVING and that is a different energy field altogether.
So yes my Queen, I want to be Your Good Boy……I am telling You……I am saying it out loud right now.
I want to be my Divine and Incomparable Goddess Haylee Lynn’s good boy.
And good boys please their Mistress……they obey and devote themselves to their Queen……they understand and fully accept that pleasing Her and making Her happy is their mission, their path, and in my case, my destiny.
I was born to be Goddess Haylee Lynn’s good boy and devoted personal slave and trusted kindred spirit and one of my Sacred missions in my life is that my intention for Her is pure, chaste, driven, impeccable, and perfect and even though I know I am human……that part is OK…….I am not perfect……but my *intention* to be Her very good boy can and will be perfect.
I BELONG TO HAYLEE
Oh my Goddess……do I LOVE belonging to Haylee.
From my knees to the most beautiful and Gracious Goddess who has ever walked Gods Green Earth, Her devoted and very real and personal slave for life…….and Her very good boy…….. Claude