Losing Weight

Losing Weight

Please read Healthy4Haylee, The Hypnotist, Becoming a non smoker, Conquering Alcohol and float first.

Although this is a work of fiction, Haylee Lynn does do hypnotherapy for various needs, including the need to lose weight. Further details are available here.

Although the hypnosis to stop smoking had been a complete success, I did find myself tasting and smelling food a lot better after giving up smoking. A consequence of this was that I started to gain weight. I discussed it with my Queen, Haylee Lynn.

“I do need my knights to be fit and healthy – and that includes being the right weight, you know.” She told me. I was overweight, almost to the extent of being obese.

After discussion, I readily agreed to another hypnosis session to help program my behaviour to help me lose weight. I really loved going under for her, it is so relaxing just to stop thinking for myself for a while and just hand control to her for a while. Unless you have experienced it for yourself, I doubt if you will know what I mean. I also found myself going deeper and deeper the more time she did it to me. I guess like most things, practice makes perfect. The more times she did it, the easier it became to give up all control to her and the quicker it took her to drop me into the hypnotic state.

But apart from that I had a deep need and desire to please her, and if this helped me to lose weight and please her, all the more reason for doing it.

weight Soon I was relaxing in bed again, listening to the sweet sound of her wonderful, almost magical, velvety voice.

“Take a deep breath in. Breathe in slowly……no hurry … and exhale. Deep slow, easy………………….. breaths Now imagine the muscles in the top of your head…… the muscles in your brow…….and the muscles along your eyes getting soft…releasing…..feeling your cheeks getting softer….sliding down……feeling the muscles in your lips relaxing, releasing…..Simply allowing any tension in the muscles of your face or in the top of your head……. to just release…….. let go. Relaxing your neck, allowing the tension to release relax your shoulders,…… let them drop,…. As your shoulders relax……… your arms drop Relax your upper arms, your lower arms, your hands. Relax each and every finger. Allow the muscles of your stomach to relax, and your lower back. Relax your hips, your buttocks. Relax your thighs, your calves, and shins. Relax your feet and your toes. Now scan your body to see if there is any tension left…..and if there is, just breathe into that tightness and let it go. From your head to your toes, you have allowed yourself to become completely and totally relaxed. As you count back from ten down to one you will relax more and more with each lower number. 10,9, drifting deeper and deeper… 8, 7, feeling a hundred times more relaxed… 6, 5, 4, feeling a thousand times more relaxed… 3, 2, and now completely relaxed 1….1….1
Now imagine yourself in a place where you feel safe and serene, at ease and at home. This might be someplace you’ve been to before, perhaps in nature or a place you imagine. Just let the image come to you through any of your senses and when you’re ready begin to explore your place. How does it feel, is it warm or cold, what kind of smells are there, what colors are there, what does it sound like? Immerse yourself here, this is a place where only your highest good can be attained. Take it all in, remember all the details. Now walk around your place and find the spot where you feel even more at peace, even more connected, this is your “power spot”, this is the place where you draw from the deep sense of peacefulness you feel there. Take pleasure in the feeling of healing and rest.
Now you look down the path and you see someone coming toward you. He looks so familiar, he looks healthy, fit, and confident. You continue to watch the person and in a flash you know he is you. This is what you will look and feel at your ideal, healthy body weight. You love how you look and feel. You see him standing there not that far from you, and you know he is you, wearing the size clothes you choose to wear. These clothes look good on you, and they feel good, and they fit well.
You feel wonderful at your ideal weight. Notice how much easier it is to move around. You feel light, carefree, and energetic. You move through your day with energy, grace and ease. You are healthy and strong without the excess weight. This feels like you now. So at home you make sure; There is always delicious, healthy, good food in your home You prefer to eat food that makes you look and feel better, healthier, slimmer. You make it a priority to pack a healthy, nutritious lunch every day. Sugary refined and processed foods are unappealing to you. You prefer the taste of water over all other beverages. It will now be easy for you to create the body you desire, with the correct weight, because you regularly enjoy exercise. Your body needs to move, and you will feel energized and renewed each time you work out.
And most of all you realise that you need a healthy body at the right weight to serve me. Serving me is the most important thing in your life. You love serving me. You love being my knight.
Now it’s time to leave your place, knowing that you will come back daily to energize and heal. You leave with a light heart knowing that you have changed your story. Taking as long as you need to come back, you, feeling refreshed, and confident… knowing that you have finally settled something important in your life. Counting from one to five, I will return to full conscious awakening. 1-coming back slowly, 2-getting in touch with your body and breathing, 3-beginning to move, 4-knowing your success is assured you will return now 5-becoming wide awake, alert, and clear. How are you my sweet?”
“Mmmm wonderful – as always – thank you so much my Queen.”
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Writers block or a broken heart?

Writers block or a broken heart?

This post is a difficult one to write. I have been sitting here trying to sort out my feelings and I always endeavor to be honest and truthful about my journey with my Divine Goddess Haylee Lynn.

I was feeling a new and very special level of being Owned yesterday as I write my blog. I felt a need and a desire to write from my heart and I thought I did so……….my “Her Sublime Perfection” blog just felt special to me and I was very pleased after I finished and lay down my head for some more sleep feeling as if She would be very pleased as well.

I must qualify myself here. My Goddess is very generous with me and I know how many slaves She must have…….I know She has a family and friends and a lover even outside of Her very large stable of slaves, fans, admirers, writers and such. My honest guess was always that She was exceptionally busy yesterday and even busy for our True Goddess.

I have no clue as to how many e mails and such She must get. I am not even certain She has the time to read each and every one of my daily devotions to Her and I have always promised myself to be OK with that.

So after I rose for the second time and made another cup of coffee I read another writer, our Beautiful Princess Indigo’s “A Postcard from England” post.

I knew instantly that my Goddess Haylee would love it. I loved it. It was touching and beautiful and as always the Princess expressed herself with eloquence and in her very unique and creative way.

And then shortly after I saw what She did write………to the Princess.

And I waited……….and waited……….hoping that She would write something about my post. I kept telling myself that my *special* post and my feelings would be validated as well. I took my son to the park and we went to the Amish market and got a nice fresh Saturday afternoon lunch and it was warm and sunny and I had lots of beautiful and happy moments where laughter flowed and warmth and love between Father and Son was felt and expressed.

But to be honest……each time I checked my e mail or IHWT later in the day and saw nothing…….my heart sank a little.

I was like a little puppy who heart jumped in my chest each time I thought I heard someone at the door……only to have it sink again when it was not my MASTER and my heart walking through the door.  And then I learned that my Goddess suffered a grievous loss yesterday. One of Her beloved pets passed away and another of Her fans is quite ill and needs cheering up.

So I write for Her every day……..there have been tons of posts that I write She has not responded to and many others. I never in a million years think that oh…….my Goddess just has to comment on this one.

So what happened to me yesterday?

Was it the way She responded to the Princess?

Was it Her own broken heart that I felt?

Was it that I honestly felt Her Ownership of me strike an even higher level and I tried very hard to express that?

I think to be honest it must have been parts of all of these things in different measures. The thing about NOT LOVING is that ones life is a bit dull and bland but you can avoid the highs and lows that come along when you care very deeply about someone.

 

The thing about LOVING is that if one loses a cherished pet or a beloved person or someone is ill or distant that you really care about it can be quite painful. At times when my son is gone from me for a week or more I feel this empty space and I just get a little sad.

I was sad yesterday and this morning some tears just fell from my eyes as I thought about my Goddess having to say goodbye to Her beautiful little friend. I personally believe animals have souls as well and when the little one gets to Heaven he is going to tell everyone that there is a True Goddess down there.

Still from one of Goddess Haylee's videos. Many people's first encounter with Her is through Her videos

Our True and Loving Goddess.          

He is going to tell everyone that Her Heart is made of Pure Gold and that Heaven will never be enough for him until She returns there and his little eyes see Her walk through those Pearly Gates.

I am one of Her pets now and I understand him perfectly well.

I Love You my Goddess Haylee Lynn. There is a very good reason why so many sit watching their doors with their heart in their chest and hoping beyond hope that You walk through it.

I am so sorry for Your loss.

Please forgive me for loving You so much that I slipped and became a little selfish yesterday. This is a time of year when people get over merry and over sad I suppose and I hope I can receive a pass for my lacking proper humility.

I want my love for You to be pure and not to succumb to such a thing as jealousy. This is something humans struggle with more so than animals and this is one reason we cherish our pets so much I think. They give us their hearts in such a beautiful and loving way.

I will lay down my head this morning now for my post blog nap with prayers for him and for You my Goddess. Treasure the truth please that you were each in each others heart……and that is truly eternal and everlasting space.

Claude

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