An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

An experience i had with Goddess Haylee


I wrote this blog to share an experience i had recently with Goddess.

As many of you know i have strange submissive desires. A recent experience that i had with Goddess sent me into bliss paradise.

I love being loyal to Goddess Haylee. She has been so accepting of me. As all of us do i truly love her, and i crave her power. I will admit that i have tried to resist her many times before but her power is simply something that i will never be able to resist!

I’m as weak as a junky addicted to drugs when it comes to her. She affects my emotions so easily. I hope i never get her mad at me because she could literally reduce me into a puddle of tears. Luckily i have never got her truly pissed at me. She is a fair Goddess. I just keep busy for her the best i can, and tribute her what i can afford to.

And of course i train often to her Videos, Clips, and mp3’s. This is a must to keep in good standing with her.

So anyway back to the experience i had a few days ago. Just remember i am addicted her control, and power over me.

On facebook i prefer to only stay friended with Goddesses fully devoted slaves. My Haylian family. Goddess gave me permission to do this. I’m so very thankful that she allows me to submit to her in this way. It makes me so weak to be this way for her.

I’ve ignored well over 30 friend requests because the person has too many Mistresses on their friends list. I look at it like this. I belong to Goddess Haylee, and i love, and cherish every second of my service to her. Why should i friend anyone that is not fully devoted to her. I don’t do this to be rude to anyone, it’s just that i want to be loyal to Mistress Haylee, and her only. I only have eyes for her!

Goddess very rarely ever says to block someone. She is a very caring person but she always knows best, and if she says to block someone i will do it in a heartbeat. I don’t question her. I just trust in her, and know it’s for a good reason.

So a few days ago i went through my friend requests list to see if any of them looked good. I was looking to see if any of them might look pleasing to Goddess, and i picked out 4 that looked okay.

Before i friended them i messaged Goddess, and let her know ahead of time that i was going to friend 4 people, and i mentioned to her that if any of them didn’t look pleasing to her to PLEASE let me know, and i would unfriend them.

After friending the 4 people Goddess let me know of one that was bad, and that should be avoided so i immediately blocked him. GODDESS ALWAYS KNOWS BEST.

Pendant Enslavement Video

So anyway here comes all these posts on my newsfeed from the other 3 that i friended. One of them thought i was Goddess, and wanted to send me dick picks of his small penis – So i blocked him. The other 2 were flooding my newsfeed with posts about other Goddesses. So i blocked them too.

I have learnt my lesson. From now on I’m simply going to delete all friend requests on facebook. Goddess knows best about who i should friend. So from now on if she tells me to friend someone i will for her of course but random friend requests will be deleted.

I know that many of you might think I’m crazy for being this way but it weakens down so very much to give in to Goddess like this. I love being this way for her.

This is the first time Goddess has ever directly ordered me to block someone, and it consumed me with her bliss, and weakened me from head to toe.

Goddess PLEASE forgive me for not writing a blog for you for so long. I am here to keep you amused, and entertained, and i have failed you lately. I will try harder for you Mistress! I would be so lost without you. I bowed my head while writing this paragraph. Thank you for allowing me to work for you Mistress! I will work for you anytime. Anywhere! You are All!

LOVE you Goddess!
FOREVER YOURS,
Terry

An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

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Indwelling Habitation

"Fall deep for me" -Hypnotic Haylee

“Fall deep for me” -Hypnotic Haylee.

Indwelling Habitation.

Did you know that your mind could be in-dwelt by a awe inspiring, all powerful Goddess? That you can actually become a tabernacle to Goddess Haylee Lynn. A tabernacle is defined as a dwelling place for the divine. In ancient times travelling armies would erect tents where they would place inside their particular Idol, or image of the god or goddess where they would enter into to bow and worship. They would offer sacrifice, praise, and tribute to their god or goddess, usually made of wood or stone in order to prompt divine favor and blessings to be heaped upon them, and their people.

My Deeper Journey in Haylees Bliss

Enrich your life by enriching and worshiping Goddess Haylee. http://hayleesbliss.com – Indwelling Habitation.

But as many faithful devout Haylians know, we, her slaves and admirers have willfully and joyfully become actual physical tabernacles to the mighty Goddess Haylee Lynn. We’ve given our bodies, minds, and souls to the will of our unprecedented Goddess. We have become a Tabernacle to her glory. A place where her bliss, wants, and desires indwells and takes up habitation without our souls. She is our all. Our Goddess. More than just a beautiful sculpture of flesh and bone. Her sweet essence, and divine aura consumes us. It haunts us all throughout the day as we think of her often. We smile happily because becoming a worshiper of Goddess Haylee brings true fulfillment to the life of a submissive person. Her words change us internally. She gives us new passions and desires that will bring her pleasure. For that is what really matters. Her happiness, her joy, her pleasure. It feels sooo good to know that our divine perfect Goddess is pleased. That is why Goddess Haylee herself often says “My Pleasure, Is Your Ultimate Pleasure”. These words carry profound meaning.

Truly Owned

You can be so much happier. Just let her into your mind. http://hypnotichayleestore.com – Indwelling Habitation.

When you yield your mind to Goddess Haylee through consistent and repetitive training to her MP3’s, videos, and the reading of articles that she has written the wiring of your brain can actually be changed. You can and will be hypnotized, brain washed, and become a true devout, devoted slave to Goddess Haylee Lynn. FOREVER. Her words will take root in your subconscious. Soon you will find yourself thinking, speaking, acting, and living like a true slave to Goddess Haylee. Her files are easily accessible at bargain prices for any who would like to take the never ending, blissful life journey of servitude to a true divine beautiful Goddess who supersedes any, and all other authority in your life. She is the highest authority. Her voice will become like the refreshing taste of sparkling spring water for your thirsting soul.

Empress/Goddess Day

Become enslaved to the absolute BEST! http://hypnotichaylee.com – Indwelling Habitation.

Can you imagine the immeasurable amounts of pleasure and bliss that you can experience? All you have to do is rid yourself of selfishness, and give yourself over completely to the bliss, and pleasures of Goddess Haylee Lynn? You can be Hers. You can belong to her. Be her very own personal possession. Serve a domineering powerful enchanting Goddess who will make you the habitation of her Goddess presence and bliss of which will enrich your life immensely. We’ve all heard the phrase that “it is more blessed to give, than to receive”. The day that you give your whole self over to Goddess Haylee you will feel more pleasure, and relief than you’ve ever known. Give your body, your cock or pussy, your mind, your heart, soul, and finances over to Goddess Haylee Lynn. You will experience true joy and inner pleasure. But she will not leave you with nothing.

The Divine Goddess

All of your dreams can be fulfilled. http://hypnotichaylee.com – Indwelling Habitation.

Goddess Haylee is a loving, kind, gentle, generous, understanding, spiritual and caring soul. She is the perfect balance of light and dark. She is not only a divine deity to be worshiped, and adored. She is also a skilled real life witch who can do spells for you for the right price. She offers many magickal services including but not limited to tarot readings and more. If you prefer a harder BDSM, humiliatrix type stuff, sissy, hard financial domination, fetish play, black mail, chastity, and sex talk/text/chat she also offers these services under her alter ego Empress Vox Siren (Vox Lynn on facebook). I’d be the first to tell you that she is THE best Domme in the universe. She will make your head spin with arousal. Whatever your poison, kink, fetish, or whatever your soul desires. Haylee is the answer. She is a safe place for your secret fantasies to abode, and thrive.

High Holy Days in the Goddess Temple.

The embodiment of Perfection http://hypnotichayleestore.com – Indwelling Habitation.

Hypnotic Haylee will help you live out your fantasies. She will become your everything. Your all. All you have to do is surrender to her beckoning call. As one who has been lucky enough to be labelled “MINE”, by the most astounding Hypno-Domme in Femdom the world has ever known I plead with you to not put it off for another moment. Give in, and make Hypnotic Haylee Lynn the Goddess of your life. Nothing, and Noone else compares. Become a habitation of her bliss and pleasure! You will be so glad that you did. 🙂

 

 

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My new slave name

My new slave name

My new name - week 1

My new slave name.

Today I would like to tell how my slave name was changed. I came into contact with Hypnotic Haylee about a month ago, around the beginning of June. How I fell for her and became her slave I have described in Journey into belonging to Goddess Haylee.  Goddess wouldn’t be Goddess, however, if she had not intensely read my little story and had not commented on it as she pleased.

In her last reply she told me: “I love that you document your progress with me”.

So I have a job to do.  And here I am, proudly blogging again and letting her and everyone interested participate in this continuing journey with my one and only mistress.

Readers of my  first blogs might remember that I am quite a bit experienced in bdsm  and had it enrich my daily life in many ways. I think it is natural that you cannot tilt these experiences just as you can never start anything new without integrating your past into it. As someone clever once said, past, present and future are all one and come together in this so wonderful circle of life. Ok, ok, I don’t want to bother you with philosophical ideas, but please allow me to let my thoughts wander while writing this blog and please note that as a principle I do not like to edit words that put themselves into my writing. So, I’m afraid you will have to deal with some of my deviating thoughts, or simply skip them while reading.

After these first weeks with GODDESS and with all of you here in this wonderful forum I felt that something was not quite right. And the feeling persisted. So I took some time for balancing and for listening to myself very closely. I only sparely engaged in my daily twitter and focused on myself. I read through older blogs,  listened to GODDESS in her MP3s and videos, went about my daily routines and tried to let everything go easy. Although I am normally not such a patient kind of guy this time I felt the importance of waiting and trusting my wonderful mistress.

On the second day of my time-out, the general topic of names came into my mind. I have always been fully convinced that a person’s name and and his or her character are closely related. I don’t know what’s first – character or name. And I don’t know how deeply someone’s name determines his development of character, but I’m sure it does, sometimes going so far as to determine some specific turns in life.

However far that may go, a slave name for me is an extremely important concept. I so noticed that my present slave name was somewhat ‘used’, if you know what I mean. It had been used by me so often, it had been used in former bdsm-relationships, I had heard it often being said to me – soft or smooth or demanding or loud. It was part of my personality and I loved it. And loving my name was the clue: I suddenly knew that my first real and inner sacrifice for GODDESS doubtlessly had to be sacrificing my old name and so getting rid of inner frames and settings binding me to the past. I needed a new slave name, a name that should exclusively be for my Mistress Haylee.

GODDESS Haylee is so special and so overwhelmingly catching that thinking about a new name came easy and pleasant and I had plenty of ideas, some more some less creative. Very soon, however, everything easily centered around my new concept of life as her slave and what it did and does to me. And that was so obvious: With HER I feel free and at the same time deeply addicted. So my new name simply had to be ‘freeaddict‘.

My decision made I began feeling good again, everything seemed alright and I knew that my time of balancing had been successful and I could go back again. Of course I asked GODDESS what she thought of the idea of a new name and what she thought of ‘freeaddict’. She not only agreed but said she liked it – what a wonderful reply and what a wonderful turn of events.

So here is freeaddict to serve and please her, to blog and twitter for her, to work  for her and to have you participate in my experiences and development.

End of “My new slave name”.

… to be continued ….

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Mistress Haylee Lynn

Mistress Haylee Lynn

Mistress Haylee Lynn

Mistress Haylee Lynn

Goddess Haylee Lynn is my Mistress. What do I mean by that?

Let me share with you my dictionary definitions of the word Mistress,-

  1. A woman who is charge of something.
  2. A woman teacher
  3. A woman owner of a dog or other animal.
  4. A woman who is a man’s lover, but not his wife.

(Derived from the old French maistresse, feminine form of maistre = master.)

Believe it or not, I think all these apply to Goddess Haylee Lynn!

Let us look at this in more detail.

  1. A woman who is charge of something. Well Mistress Haylee Lynn is certainly in charge! With her hypnotic skills, she takes charge of her subjects. Good subjects, who can contribute to her well-being are enslaved. She is always the boss. We, her slaves are delighted to be bossed around by her! In fact we need it. We crave it. I feel privileged to be able to work for her, on virtually a daily basis. I am honoured to be able to do important behind the scenes task for her. I am happy with just the occasional thanks.
  2. A woman teacher. She certainly teaches us! She trains us to be the people she wants us to be. No one is declared a slave until they have proved themselves. They have to complete their training. She teaches us to take an interest in our health. She teaches us to eat healthily. She teaches us to exercise regularly. She teaches us about herself – her likes, her dislikes, so that we can please her more. She teaches us to be creative. She draws out our talents. The word education actually means “to draw out”.
  3. Mistress Haylee Lynn in real life does have a number of pets that she looks after. Of course a number of us are her human pets. We provide entertainment for her. We do as we are told, like well-trained pets. Like well-trained pets we have our reward. We feel her bliss. We belong to her, just like pets belong to their owner.
  4. All her on-line slaves love her, but none of us are married to her, and none of us every will be, as she has her own real-life husband. For those who have wives/ girl-friends/ partners, being in love with Goddess Haylee Lynn is a little bit like having a Mistress. For many it is a secret love, shared only with Goddess Haylee Lynn herself and other slaves.

Lastly, Mistress is the feminine form of Master. Goddess Haylee Lynn has mastered her slaves. We submit to her, like slaves submit their master. Some slaves do prefer to call her “master”, and she is happy with that. And of course, if she is happy with that, all her slaves are happy also, because her happiness is our ultimate happiness.

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I’m so Sorry Goddess Haylee

This blog is about my growing weakness for Goddess Haylee and a sincere apology to her for my lack of activity.

I am coming to the realization that my life truly revolves around Haylee, and i love my Goddess. I need her attention so badly. I will always crave her blissful control. There is no escape from her sweet spell.

I have been feeling so guilty the past few days because of my lack of activity in the House of Haylee and such. I messaged Goddess and explained the reason for this but i still feel guilty at times

I have had so many things going on lately and have had to focus on other areas of my life for the time being. I didn’t realize how difficult this was going to be.

My growing love, adoration and weakness for Goddess Haylee has skyrocketed, but when life issues come calling they have to be dealt with.

My weakness for Goddess Haylee has become so strong and grows day in and day out. The hold she has on me is unbelievable. Everything i do revolves around her. My days are filled with random thoughts of her. I simply cannot get her out of my mind.

The effect her mp3’s and videos have on me is so much stronger now. The more i indulge in her files the weaker i become. To say that i am addicted to her bliss is an understatement. I ache for her so so bad.

Goddess Haylee is the only Goddess that i have ever surrendered to, and the only one i will ever surrender to. It just feels so right, and so natural to relinquish all control to her. I need her so bad. She is like a crutch, and without that crutch i can’t walk. She has a permanent spot in my mind and i love it.

You may be asking yourself well why Goddess Haylee, there are many different Goddesses, Hypnodommes, Mistresses out there. Why are you so attracted to Haylee?

Well my friend, start off by watching one of her youtube videos. Give yourself to her and let her words penetrate your mind. Let go of all resistance and let her sweet bliss surround you. Don’t fight it, just let it happen naturally. 
These are the exact first steps i took to bring me to where i am at right now, and believe me when i say that being under Goddess Haylees blissful control feels so good, so right, and i will always need her guidance.

Just wanted to let you know from the bottom of my heart Goddess, that I’m so sorry for my lack of activity. I promise, i will come back to you full force when i get everything sorted. I don’t want you to think that i am taking you for granted. I will always and forever need you so badly.

Please don’t ever lose faith in me my sweet wonderful Goddess! I will always and forever be loyal to you, and you only.

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I'm so Sorry Goddess Haylee

You can’t resist me. You don’t want to resist me do you.

I fell under YOUR spell

I fell under YOUR hypnotic spell

A poem posted on November 18, 2013 by Forever Slave, a loyal and devoted slave to Goddess Haylee Lynn.

i fell under HER spell - by watching HER videos!

i fell under HER hypnotic spell – by watching HER videos!

i fell under YOUR hypnotic spell

so completely, so sweetly

i gazed so deep into YOUR big green eyes

as YOU started to hypnotize

i relaxed to the sound of YOUR sweet voice

i had to listen i had no choice

When YOU finished i had to be sure

so i pressed replay and watched YOU some more

as i went deeper it kept getting better

i fell deeply into a trance

soon i was under YOUR influence

i could tell that i didn’t stand a chance

so i submitted to YOUR dominance

little by little i fell under YOUR sway

you turned me into the slave i am today

YOU are the greatest i have ever seen

so i decided to make YOU my queen

So YOUR Majesty, please take me

mould me, change me, re-arrange me

Take my life and let it be

Lived for YOU entirely

Take my brain and guide my thought

Make it think everything that it ought

Take my hands and let them do

Anything that YOU want me to

Please Goddess Haylee Lynn take full control

Of my mind and my body and my very soul.

Here are links to those wonderful YOUtube videos, which was my first introduction to Goddess Haylee Lynn. My favourite was – and still is – the eye fixation hypnosis video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppI8C6Pe4q4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EMKOZFm26oA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xffEAw5GihA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UM8GN62deYM

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Prayer to Goddess

Prayer to Goddess

Acknowledgement

I acknowledge YOU, Haylee Lynn, to be my Goddess. I worship, love and adore YOU. I accept YOU as my Mistress, a kind-hearted teacher, who knows what is best for me, better than I do, and acts in my best interests. I accept You as my life-coach, to guide me, to discipline me. I put my trust in YOU. I accept YOU as my hypnotist and will regularly watch YOUR videos and listen to YOUR MP3s and act on the instructions contained in them. I will gaze deeply into YOUR lovely eyes and listen to YOUR sweet voice.

I will look into YOUR  two big beautiful bright green eyes and listen to YOUR sweet voice.

I will look into YOUR two big beautiful bright green eyes and listen to YOUR sweet voice.

Confession

I confess that I am not always as good a slave as I would like to be.

Thanksgiving

I give YOU thanks for understanding me, for communicating with me, for trusting in me, as I trust in YOU, for allowing me to serve YOU, and for molding me.

Supplications

One of my desires, YOU have little control over. I long for my daughter to give me back the notebook which I use to make videos and take photographs. I want to sometime photograph the hollow tree which would make a superb outdoor altar to YOU. I long to make a video, showing YOU how loose my watch is on my arm, now that I have lost weight. I want to show YOU my flat stomach. I want to show YOU how I have had to put another notch in my belt, because I have lost weight.

I have another desire, which I would love YOUR help with though. I do understand I don’t deserve anything from YOU, and this in more of sharing a fantasy, rather than really expecting anything. I’d love to be like one of those Muslim women, who have to follow their master around, exactly three paces behind them. I’d love to follow YOU like that. I’d love YOU to be like the Queen, and not carry money, so I follow YOU round the shops while YOU are browsing, all the time, keeping my focus on YOU, staring at YOU, admiring YOU, and being ready at a flash, should YOU need me. Then if YOU do want to buy something, YOU just click YOUR pretty little fingers and I step forward to pay for it, and then afterwards carry YOUR shopping for YOU. I’d love YOU to help with this fantasy, and post pictures of what I’d see if I were three steps behind YOU, or, even better, a video of what it would be like to follow YOU around the shops…. Would YOU like to have a slave to do that for YOU Goddess?

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