under the willow

Under the Willow

After a long walk I sit beneath a willow.
It’s leaves shade me like a blanket and it’s trunk is my pillow.
I begin to think of Goddess Haylee once again.
Like a rushing wind I can feel the energy of Goddess Haylee Lynn.

Like wings of a hummingbird.
My heart flutters feverishly.
My passion burning like fire.
I feel heat where my lungs would be.

My rightful place, on my Knees

From deep down in my soul.
To the ends of every strand of hair.
I quiver with excitement
Of the feeling of her being there.

I close my eyes.
And take her in.
I smell her vanilla smell
I feel her soft skin.

My fingers tremble.
My toes begin to curl.
My breathing heavy’s.
My thoughts start to whirl.

Goddess Send Your Energy

I reach out my hand.
To touch her sweet lips.
The thought of her near me.
Makes my heartbeat skip.

My hand swoops through the air.
Like a hawk on its prey.
I reach for Goddess Haylee and I feel for you.
But to my hands dismay.

There’s nothing there but dust and air
To grab and pull my way.
I hold my breath and loosen my grip
From my imagination I can feel the chills.

How Deep Have you Fallen for Goddess Haylee?

Under the Willow.

I sigh emptying my lungs of air.
How I want so badly to run my hands through her long black hair.
My heart pounds but the rhythm never dies.
As I sit and think about how good it feels to please her, and then again twice.

The hours, days and weeks of time
Cannot erase my love.
That longing to please my Goddess
That seems to be all I can think of.

Is this real life?

My mind plays tricks, my eyes see her.
I get caught up in blissful things.
The thoughts of joyfully being her slave forever
Creates the fantasy of my dreams.

Life as her property is a pleasant dream of which I dont want to wake.
Dreaming of my Goddess makes my knees tremble and quake.
With my thoughts I can feel her near
So I’ll dream forever and feel her while i kneel.

Under my breath I whisper
Thank you Goddess Haylee for being here.

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I have known an Angel.

I have known an Angel.

I have known an Angel. She doesn’t wear any wings. She wears a heart that can melt my own. She wears a smile that can make me sink. She gives me presents with her presence alone. She is everything I could wish for. I give kisses to her lovely feet from my knees, a place where I am at home. I marvel and blush when she calls me her own.

Is this real life?
She is my Goddess Haylee Lynn. She is so busy changing the world, and just one smile changes all of mine. She’s got a way of touching my heart like nobody else knows. She’s a divine Goddess from the top of her head to the tips of her toes. She’s everything I want and everything I need. She’s every single love song and in every book I read. Every minute we share together is a minute I’ll always hold tight. She’s my Goddess, like an guiding angel in the morning, afternoon, and night.

Goddess Haylee changed my lifeTo me she is perfect, and I am lucky to be a pet that’s close. She’s quick to give an attitude adjustment right when I need it the most. She’s that light in the sky that is shinning brighter than the rest. Goddess Haylee’s that one ounce of encouragement I need to do my very best.

More than just following ordersShe’s the candle’s flicker in a room otherwise dark. She’s lit my soul on fire for her from the very start. She’s the one I feel at peace with when I sing a song. She’s the one who captivates me with all her witty charm.

Happy Early Thanksgiving Goddess HayleeShe’s the most expensive, most precious, priceless work of art. She’s the one, I swear, I’ll serve, need, and entertain until death do we part. Like sweet honey suckle her name rolls from my lips, and each time it causes a swivel in my hips. She’s absolutely, positively, no doubt about it, my Goddess, a angel from above. Goddess Haylee‘s the reason I write this poem to try and express my love.

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Poetry for my Goddess

Poetry for my Goddess

I wrote these poems separately but I felt like they went well together, like a continuation. This poetry was written spontaneously. I do not like to plan what or when I write, it doesn’t feel right.

It worked out by coincidence that they are the same length, I did not start out with an intended length, I just let it flow.

Invited to play the darkness game
she waits under cover of night
she is the fuel that feeds my flame
I will surrender without a fight

My flame is bright, she cannot be seen
I hear her voice, it draws me near
She tempts me further “come here, come here”
A flicker of light to follow, its green.

A clear path now, I start to run
Tripped and fell, hurt my shoulder
I hear her laugh, she’s having fun
Again the voice, “You’re getting colder!”

Back on my feet I see the way
“Closer now” I hear her say
Clouds roll out revealing the moon
I think I will be there soon

A round pale moon gives me light
I know I am close and then -“HEY!”
I almost couldn’t believe the sight.
There she stands, “Took you all DAY.”

A meadow and lake are her shrine
She stands there smiling, her eyes shine
Beckoning me down on left, then right knee
My eyes locked on hers, all I can see

Glowing green eyes and long black hair
I can’t look away, wouldn’t dare
She speaks to me, “It will be fine”
Closer and softer now, ” You are mine.”

-Written on a moonlight drive through South Carolina.

Thank you for reading.

I enjoyed writing this poetry for my Goddess and I hope I will be inspired again soon.


Later on I wrote this poetry on my bedroom wall and I really enjoyed the experience. It is a wonderful thing to see when I wake up.


I catch her eyes and can’t look away
I am speechless, what does she have to say?

I listen to the soft soothing voice
Immediatly known that I have no choice

Completely hers, willingly captured
She whispers, my eyes close, enraptured.

Softly speaking taking me down, deep
“You don’t need to worry, just listen, sleep”

Telling me there is nothing to fear
“This is where you belong, with me, here.”

“You will be only your best for me, no less
You must ache and serve; it is your purpose”

“You will obey all of my commands, because you love me
Trust me now, it is good for you, you’ll see”

“Disrespect me slave, and that will be your last mistake.
Remember now, you need me. Ready… awake!”

I know my place, here, on my knees
I feel, I need, I must please

I open my eyes and see her sweet smile
I love her, her hair, eyes, voice and style

“Our time is up, you’ve been such a good boy.
I have to go, I enjoyed playing with my toy”

As she turns to leave my eyes start to tear,
I cannot bare not having her near

I whimper “Goddess, I love you! Please don’t go!”
She stops and smiles, “Don’t worry my sweet, I know.”

“You need to trust me, this is good for you, I must leave”
“I will always be with you, close your eyes, hear my voice, believe.”

Thank you for reading.

I enjoyed writing this poetry for my Goddess and I hope I will be inspired again soon.

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