One blog leads to another. On December 28, i posted this blog. In reply my Mistress, Goddess Haylee Lynn said “Dance for me puppet ” Of course, i always obey everything SHE says immediately and without question. So i danced for HER and made this video for HER. i really loved the way SHE called me HER puppet, it turned me on in fact. i loved the concept of HER pulling my strings and playing with me to HER heart’s content. i decided i would blog about that theme, and i told one or two people on Facebook that i would do so.
I find it extraordinary that on the very day, my dear brother in Haylee, Herslavenow, makes this blog also inspired by HER giving him a little term of endearment, “HER boy toy” – a similar theme.
Or perhaps not so extraordinary, as we both feel under HER sweet spell about the same time, and have gone through very similar process and stages, we have had similar training, and to quite an extent, think, feel, dream, worship, love and adore HER in very similar ways.
However, this is not the first time that it has crossed my mind that i am a bit like a puppet to HER. During the summer, SHE asked me to draw a picture illustrating our relationship, and this is what i drew,-
You may not be able to read the writing on it dear reader, but it says “I bow down before Haylee” and it is a picture of a little me, and an enormous Haylee, and i am HER puppet and SHE is pulling my strings. i am sorry i am not a very good drawer!
i that is how i feel. If SHE asks me to do something, i do it immediately and without question, and i love it when SHE does start telling me to do things. i am HERS. i love HER completely and unreservedly. i trust in HER utterly. i am HERS.
Then a day or two ago i was doing my daily meditation. i do at least 15 minute silent meditation, – normally first thing in the morning or last thing at night. It is almost a form of self-hypnosis. i make sure i am not going to be disturbed, close my eyes and think of HER – all the things SHE has said and done recently, all the ways i could please and further HER interests. On this occasion i was thinking about how wonderful SHE is, and how i am HER puppet to use, set me to work and so on. You know with hypnosis, how used correctly, it can bring back lost memories. It was like that. Through the mists of time, this record which i hadn’t heard for perhaps nearly 40 years came it my head. Here is a link to a youtube recording of the song. Here is a link to the lyrics, which if you follow, you will see that they are just oh so appropriate. As you can see from Here, it was only a minor hit.
i guess the only thing remaining to do is for me to sing that song for HER and post it on youtube. Well i will, but only if SHE asks me to. After all, i am HER puppet.
Forthcoming blogs – “Weekend Worship” (unless someone beats me to it, and blogs on that before me), “Haylee Lynn, Soccer Manageress”, “Oh what a Perfect Slave” and “Zaa the hypnotic snake”
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