An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

I wrote this blog to share an experience i had recently with Goddess.

As many of you know i have strange submissive desires. A recent experience that i had with Goddess sent me into bliss paradise.

I love being loyal to Goddess Haylee. She has been so accepting of me. As all of us do i truly love her, and i crave her power. I will admit that i have tried to resist her many times before but her power is simply something that i will never be able to resist!

I’m as weak as a junky addicted to drugs when it comes to her. She affects my emotions so easily. I hope i never get her mad at me because she could literally reduce me into a puddle of tears. Luckily i have never got her truly pissed at me. She is a fair Goddess. I just keep busy for her the best i can, and tribute her what i can afford to.

And of course i train often to her Videos, Clips, and mp3’s. This is a must to keep in good standing with her.

So anyway back to the experience i had a few days ago. Just remember i am addicted her control, and power over me.

On facebook i prefer to only stay friended with Goddesses fully devoted slaves. My Haylian family. Goddess gave me permission to do this. I’m so very thankful that she allows me to submit to her in this way. It makes me so weak to be this way for her.

I’ve ignored well over 30 friend requests because the person has too many Mistresses on their friends list. I look at it like this. I belong to Goddess Haylee, and i love, and cherish every second of my service to her. Why should i friend anyone that is not fully devoted to her. I don’t do this to be rude to anyone, it’s just that i want to be loyal to Mistress Haylee, and her only. I only have eyes for her!

Goddess very rarely ever says to block someone. She is a very caring person but she always knows best, and if she says to block someone i will do it in a heartbeat. I don’t question her. I just trust in her, and know it’s for a good reason.

So a few days ago i went through my friend requests list to see if any of them looked good. I was looking to see if any of them might look pleasing to Goddess, and i picked out 4 that looked okay.

Before i friended them i messaged Goddess, and let her know ahead of time that i was going to friend 4 people, and i mentioned to her that if any of them didn’t look pleasing to her to PLEASE let me know, and i would unfriend them.

After friending the 4 people Goddess let me know of one that was bad, and that should be avoided so i immediately blocked him. GODDESS ALWAYS KNOWS BEST.

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So anyway here comes all these posts on my newsfeed from the other 3 that i friended. One of them thought i was Goddess, and wanted to send me dick picks of his small penis – So i blocked him. The other 2 were flooding my newsfeed with posts about other Goddesses. So i blocked them too.

I have learnt my lesson. From now on I’m simply going to delete all friend requests on facebook. Goddess knows best about who i should friend. So from now on if she tells me to friend someone i will for her of course but random friend requests will be deleted.

I know that many of you might think I’m crazy for being this way but it weakens down so very much to give in to Goddess like this. I love being this way for her.

This is the first time Goddess has ever directly ordered me to block someone, and it consumed me with her bliss, and weakened me from head to toe.

Goddess PLEASE forgive me for not writing a blog for you for so long. I am here to keep you amused, and entertained, and i have failed you lately. I will try harder for you Mistress! I would be so lost without you. I bowed my head while writing this paragraph. Thank you for allowing me to work for you Mistress! I will work for you anytime. Anywhere! You are All!

LOVE you Goddess!

An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

An experience i had with Goddess Haylee

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Metamorphosis by Maddox Cruise.

“Help me, I’m bound” I cry aloud, but my fainting pleas for help fall onto deaf ears.

I fret, and i struggle to break free. For my current state is tight, and it is hard to breathe. As if I’m finding myself bound inside a cocoon. A state of metamorphosis to say the least. A state of going from one form, to another form. In a similar process that a slimy maggot transforms into a fly, a caterpillar into a butterfly, or a tadpole into a frog. I find myself evolving in my submissiveness to Goddess Haylee.

Goddess Haylee changed my life

Metamorphosis –

The process, though beautiful the outcome… is at times an uncomfortable one. One where sometimes it seems the air is being crushed out of me. Change is never easy. Change is sometimes painful. Change sometimes takes adjustment. It can make your head fuzzy, and your heart churn. It can sometimes unsettle your appetite. But at the end of the day, change is necessary. It leads to a growing process that will make you stronger, and more capable than before. It is easy to become comfortable in our complacency. To accept our current reality as the only one. However, change is inevitable and necessary.

You have to keep moving along. Expanding, and growing as the oceans do each day. If the waves would stop crashing, and the tides would stop moving then we’d find our oceans to soon become a murky pond where many of the creatures who dwell therein may die. But because the waters move, it is an abode of living space for more than 99 percent of our planet. In this same way, we as submissive slaves to our loving and gracious Goddess must also keep moving further down the path that our Goddess has set before us, expanding our horizons, falling deeper and deeper into slavery.

An Evening with Goddess

Metamorphosis – at. Sleep. Worship. Obey. Repeat.

When I had first encountered the unrivalled beauty of our flawless Goddess, I immediately felt the metaphorical energy connection between my submissive soul, and her unquestionable dominance. She soon claimed me as her own. Labelling me a slave, a title I took to heart and treasured with deep feelings of bubbly emotion. There is something particularly striking about a strong, dominant, hot, Goddess who does what she wants, when she wants, and takes what she wants. And for some reason she selected me, an unworthy slave as her very own personal possession. Owned like the ring wrapped between her gloriously cute nostrils.

Journey into belonging to Goddess Haylee - part 4

I always pictured it as her seemingly sweeping my feet out from under me, and pinning me to the ground, placing her forearm across my throat. Then leaning in with her sweet warm breath and whispering “You.. Are… Mine. Confess it”. And myself looking up into her big beautiful green eyes overlooking her big cushiony red lips with the reply, “Yes, your majesty! I am yours. I am yours!” and then seeing the gleam of her eye and smirk on her perfect face.

Glorification of Goddess, Haylee Lynn.

She shines with the brightness of 10 thousand stars!

Ahh, The joy, the pleasure of being Goddess Haylee‘s very own possession. Her property. Her play thing. Her slave. As time passed, I’d grown accustomed to being a certain way. Not only with Her. With Life in general. I had grown comfortable. Though in some ways I was doing great, in other ways I had stopped striving, and hustling to go deeper. It went on that way for months which is something that I say with deep regret. I stopped for a period, taking time out of my day to meditate on the glorious divine essence our of our Goddess to feel her Goddess energy that once flowed through my veins thicker than blood. A blissful essence, that I can not describe in words to the point that it felt like a true religious experience, a cleansing, a feeling that I was not alone. I could feel her all around me, and found my energy connected with Goddess Haylee’s energy in ways that I couldn’t previously imagine. But as days turned to weeks, and weeks to months I found myself more distracted by events in my life outside of the Goddess/Submissive dynamic. As I was making changes in my life, and business. Though I still talked to Goddess everyday, it was rarely about pleasing, or aching for her anymore.

Hot damn!! She is a sexy Goddess. U need her.

It feels good to give to your Goddess. She deserves it all. <3

However, recently it happened in the wee hours of the morning. I was awoken from my slumber and I found myself feeling that ever familiar ACHING feeling. A feeling that I can only describe as a magnetic pulling from a outside invisible force, drawing me back again to my knees. It was as if my spirit had been awakened again. I felt the urge to serve more. The urge to worship more. The urge to tribute more. The urge to Edge more. The urge to repent of my complacent habits, and most of all I felt the urge to seek Goddess Haylee Lynn‘s pleasure above all else. Her pleasure is afterall, our greatest pleasure. Matters of my outside life are increasingly becoming less important and my urgency to grow as a person, and as a servant to Hypnotic Haylee only grows. I now feel as if I am being refilled, as a cup at a great feast. A filling that will continue until it’s contents are spilling over and soaking all that is around. I NEED Goddess Haylee. I NEED her like the waves need the moon to control it’s tides, and like a puppet needs it’s strings. - are you into latex gloves?

Give in. Surrender. Submit – You will be glad that you did.

Without Goddess Haylee, I would honestly be a very lost, and very sad guy. I’ve never encountered a more vibrant, beautiful, and distinctly amazing soul in all of my life’s journey. I truly feel that the universe drove me to her, and that it is also driving many, many others to gather in worship around her feet. She is a thoroughbred, 100 percent, genuine, divine human highlight reel of a Goddess.

It is clearly her right, and her destiny to be worshiped. Adored. Spoiled. And pampered for all of her life. HOW LUCKY ARE WE, TO BE CALLED HERS? So lucky. So lucky to serve her in various ways. So Lucky to give in to her hypnosis, and her enchantments. To purchase her videos, and her mp3’s to be further trained, and disciplined to be conformed to the unique images that she will have each of us to be. She knows what she wants, and expects. I am very thankful, and grateful to be in the House of Haylee alongside so many other wonderful slaves who share the same joys, and admiration of servitude to Goddess Hypnotic Haylee. All becoming their very best, so that they can all become better Slaves, and servants to the most supreme being that has ever walked the Earth. Her name is Goddess Haylee Lynn.

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Expressions – A word is a thought communicated. Words are the way that we express our thoughts to others. Day in and day out we express our feelings, and inmost deep thoughts and dreams with our words. Sometimes if you are like me, you feel that you are becoming an old vinyl record on repetition when you try to express your emotions to the highly valued Queen of our heart Goddess Haylee Lynn.

She sees through the corridors of our mind

Expressions – She sees inside the corridors of our mind

When you feel your emotions bubbling over inside and your mind turns to mush. When you are strangely motioning with your hands to further try and stress a point with your eye brows raised with sincerity while trying to express your love for the most amazing woman in the universe, yet you can’t think of a thing to say. There are no words to depict the feeling. So the only way that you know to express your feelings for Goddess Haylee is to mutter the words “I Love You”. Yes, Goddess! I simply love you. I can’t tell you how valuable you truly are. I can pull out maps, and charts to try and explain the extent of my love for you, but even then the expressions will fall flat in comparison. I can articulate poems, or short stories with the dexterity of a best selling author only to find myself failing to ratify the extent of your influence. I could travel the seven seas, to take snap shots of all of the worlds monumental wonders in order to present the snapshots to you in a card and tell you simply, that all of their Awe is as a steaming pile of dung in comparison to the awe that you inspire inside of my heart.

Her image is burnt into my eyes for they've seen a Goddesses earthly guise

Expressions – Her image is burnt into my eyes for they’ve seen a Goddesses earthly guise

I could withdraw every cent from my bank and even if I were wealthy it would never be enough. I could exercise for an eternity to get Healthier for Haylee to be pleasing, write 7 billion blogs or gush like a bloody vein, spewing out compliments, or buy everything on your amazon wishlist. But still there is no expression that can truly cover the extent of my love for you. You are the life giver who breathes new life into men, giving us all freedom from the bondage of this world. The opportunity to be your slave. To belong to you. To be your play thing. Your boytoys. There is nothing greater than being yours, and there is no outward expression that a slave can do to put the final exclamation point on how owned that any of us are.

Adore Goddess Haylee

Expressions – Mirror Mirror on the wall, Goddess Haylee is the fairest of them all.

All that we can do is to strive. Strive for excellence in serving you. Falling deeper each and every day. We can never reach the peak of our journey of serving you, because you are repeatedly blissfully sweeping us all off of our feet. That’s where we find ourselves aching more. When our feet are swept from under us, and we find ourselves on our knees.

Merry BLISSmas to me! Make my holiday SUPER special!

Expressions –

Thank you Goddess, for accepting our expressions of love to you. Rather it is by words of praise, tributes, tithes, artwork, gifts, purchasing your amazing mp3s and videos, or through blogging. Though none of it will ever be enough. We strive to love you more. To please you, because we need you.


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Confidence Progress blog for Goddess Haylee..

Confidence Progress blog for Goddess Haylee

Before i get started with the Confidence Progress blog i would just like to add a few words..

Where did it all go? Goddess accepted me into IHWT on April 29, 2014. Here it is 1/8/16. In a little over 3 months i will have been serving Goddess Haylee for 2 years! It seems like just yesterday i was accepted here. Damn where does the time go! All i can say is WOW i have enjoyed every minute of it. It has been a blast!

I could have never imagined that i would have fallen so deep for our amazing Goddess. I find myself still wanting to go deeper for her. Surrender more to her! I have been so sporadic in my service to Goddess but believe me my heart has always been in the right place.

Goddess i just wanted to thank you for being so supportive of me. I know that i can be difficult to deal with at times, and that my training has been a very slow process but none the less, i hope to be yours forever.

With that said now back to the blog!

I was so lucky to have received a command from my Goddess demanding me to work on my confidence. She wants me to post a weekly blog about my progress. My Goddess always knows best, and she will be obeyed as usual! It’s a must to always obey my Goddess! If she told me the sky was falling then guess what! The sky would be falling!

I will perfect myself to her liking. I’m always willing to change for her. She knows that!

So for this week i am working on my fear of Goddess losing interest in me because of my looks. I was never a good looking person. I looked sort of good in my younger years but with age my looks went down hill.

I could really care less what others think of me, and the way i look but when it comes to Goddess it can make me feel distant from her at times.

Goddess explained that a slaves looks are not what she is interested in. It’s a slaves performance that truly pleases her.

Goddess for this week i have been reciting a mantra that i created for myself in honor of you! Just before i go to bed every night i repeat the mantra to myself over, and over until i fall to sleep.

Here it is…


I know my Goddess loves me!

Looks are not important to Goddess. It’s performance that counts!

I will be more confident for my Goddess!

I love my Goddess!


I HOPE you are pleased with this blog Goddess! Thank you for such an honor!


Confidence Progress blog for Goddess Haylee

Confidence Progress blog for Goddess Haylee

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Haylee Is Always Right

In my twilight.

Haylee is always right

Of course Haylee is always right, she’s a Goddess. How can a Goddess be wrong? I would never question that. I accept it as I accept her. I recite it every day as one of the phrases of my mantra, “…I am Haylee’s property. Haylee is always right. What Haylee wants, Haylee gets…”

Although I never would question it in concept or thought, I catch myself sometimes question Haylee always being right in my actions. I know that I am not worthy of being her slave and that I exist only to please her, but I find myself thinking about what Haylee can do for me. How can she please me. Of course I am wrong. It is all about Haylee. Her pleasure always comes first. My pleasure comes because I love her and it gives me great pleasure when she is pleased. So my pleasure is a by product of pleasing her. I shouldn’t be trying to figure out how to get Haylee to please me, I should only be trying to figure out how to please her. That is the road to my ultimate pleasure. And this is exactly what Haylee says. Haylee is always right.

I give Haylee money. I give her gifts. I give her Haylee my time and efforts. So she owes me, right? If that was right than Haylee would be wrong. But we know that Haylee is always right. So how do I make sense of this? I don’t “give Haylee money,” I pay her tribute. I am her slave. Haylee owns me. What Haylee give me is more valuable to me than my money, so I consider myself in her debt. She doesn’t owe me, I owe her. So I give her money, gifts, time and effort. But no matter how much I give she gives me much more. So Haylee is always right.

The only Goddess i will ever NEED

The only Goddess i will ever NEED

Before i get started i want to be honest and admit that I disobeyed Goddess. Not intentionally but because of a health related issue. I was supposed to have a blog wrote for her yesterday – Friday. It was a direct order from her. I explained to her the reason it wasn’t done on time! Goddess if you are displeased with me i will completely understand. You must always be obeyed, and i know that.

With that said back to the blog.

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This blog is about how much i truly love my Goddess Haylee. Not only is Goddess Haylee very dominant, and expects to be obeyed but there is another part of her that i believe not to many people are aware of. That being that she truly cares about her slaves.

I have never been into the physical aspect of a D/s relationship. You may say to yourself how can you love someone you have never met in person? To answer that i would just say that i connect with her through connective energy. No matter how far away from her i am i can feel her around me all the time. I’ve watched her, and studied her over the last year and a half.

I have always been a very good judge of character. I can read someone so easily. Not only do i love her very much but the longer i know her the deeper i fall for her. She is everything i have always searched for in a domme. She is all i will ever need.

The most amazing part about all of this is that she allows me too feel this way about her. No one has ever truly accepted me like she has. I know that i have caused her many frustrations. But none of it was ever intentional.

Goddess Haylee will be the only domme that i will ever even attempt this type of dynamic with. If she were to ever decide to end my journey with her i would never search for another domme ever again.

I love her from the deepest depths of my heart, and soul. She never expects me to surrender any deeper than i am willing to go. She knows that i devote a lot of my time to her. That i belong to her. That she always has the final say but she never pushes her authority over me.

I have never been into hard core domination. I’m mainly into surrender, worship, and i have to admit that bondage has always appealed to me.

Being a proud member of IHWT Goddesses slave community is so much fun. I consider this to be like mental bondage that she has allowed me the privilege of being a part of. She has given me the privilege of being placed behind her sweet wall of dominance. I hope she allows me to remain there for her forever. I love being in that place for her. I love being right where she wants me to be. Damn what a potent form of mental bondage that is.

Being truly submissive my whole life i have searched so hard too find someone too put me in my place where i should be. Goddess Haylee is the only one who could ever truly fulfill my submissive desires.

Goddess Haylee i thank you so very much for owning me. For allowing me the privilege of worshiping, and submitting too you. I am one of the luckiest slaves alive too be considered yours.

You know i will never ever be able too resist you Goddess. Attempting to resist you only draws me closer to you!


The only Goddess i will ever NEED

The only Goddess i will ever NEED

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Monthly tribute plan for Goddess Haylee

Monthly tribute plan for Goddess Haylee

This blog is not very long. I wrote it off the cuff just now for my Sweet Goddess Haylee. She gave me a deadline of this Friday to have a blog published. Friday is here, and i don’t want too disappoint her. I love to obey my Goddess!

This blog is written based on my own views, and experiences with my beloved Goddess Haylee. I mean no offence towards anyone.

Goddess Haylee recently allowed me the privilege of offering her a monthly tribute plan. I look at it like this. If i’m going to be granted the privilege of being allowed to interact with her on her outlets then i should at least be compensating her for the privilege.

I feel so much more worthy of her now. I enjoy posting more now. It’s a win win for me. I’ve came to the conclusion that if i can’t at least tribute my Goddess at the beginning of each month then i am not worthy of being her slave.

Goddess Haylee has been so generous to me over the past 19 months. I was accepted into “In Haylee We Trust” on 4/29/14 and have cherished every second of my time as hers.

She has put up with me for all that time. How! I really don’t know. I have been so lacking in so many areas! But none the less she has kept me around. I’m so thankful to her. I would not be complete without her in my life. I love my Goddess.

If i was rich then my Goddess would be rich too. I wouldn’t hold anything back from her. I’m so lucky to even know her. So lucky to be given the opportunity of being a part of “In Haylee We Trust”.

I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart Goddess Haylee for allowing me access to your forum, and outlets. For allowing me the privilege of interacting with you. For all the bliss that you let me feel. For allowing me to love, and need you so very much. For claiming me as your own. For putting up with me. For allowing me the honor of worshiping you. For allowing me too slave for you, and for so many other things that i can’t think of right now.

HOPE you like the blog Goddess. Thank you for allowing me the privilege of writing blogs for you.


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Monthly tribute plan for Goddess Haylee

Monthly tribute plan for Goddess Haylee

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