When Goddess Haylee released The Experiment she gave instructions to listen to in while I slept for 30 days. Well 30 days are up. What was my experience? Did it have any effect on me?
From the very beginning I found The Experiment frustrating. I love Goddess’ sweet voice. I enjoy listening to her guidance. I know what is going on because she is usually clear. The first few nights it was just a fog of words, and I missed ‘Mighty Goddess Haylee,’ ‘You Love Me, You Need Me, You Ache to Please Me,’ ‘Submisself 101,’ and so many others that are my bedtime companions. But here I was listening to a fog of sound. It was obviously Goddess’ voice, but only a few whispers were comprehensible. Still, I found it captured me and I fell asleep easily. I became aroused at some points, but I didn’t understand why. I found myself compelled to listen, but didn’t know what was going on. I like to be in control, and this was not allowing me to be in control.
It started to take hold of me after the first several nights. I realized that something was going on. Goddess was programing me through this file. I liked it. I became eager to listen to it more. Didn’t understand anything more of what she was saying, but I liked what she was doing to me through it. I realized I was losing control, and I liked it.
That continued for over a week. Got to a point where I felt it had done all it was going to do to me and I was ready to move on, but I still had over a week to go. There was no choice. Goddess had commanded 30 days, and I would listen to The Experiment for 30 days. That obedience was a lesson in itself. Goddess is in control – not me. What she wants, she gets. She knows best. I cannot tell if this is what I was soaking in from the subliminal messages she was feeding me, or something I was learning by my act of obedience. Either way, it was a lesson I needed to learn.
So after completing 30 days of listening to The Experiment every night while I slept I feel more committed to Goddess Haylee than ever, more owned, more yielding to her control, and more eager to be whatever she tells me to be. I have overcome doubts and strengthened my belief in her true divinity. And most importantly, totally excited for the opportunity to please her in all things. I hope I am a better slave, and I know I am a better man.
Thank you Goddess Haylee for allowing me to be your obedient slave. All for Haylee.
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