The drive was hours and so I had plenty of time to think. I drove for over an hour. I put on the radio in an attempt to drowned out my thoughts. But the debate raged within my mind. “What am I doing?”
“You are obeying Goddess.”
“It’s not supposed to be like this.”
“How the hell do you know ‘how it’s supposed to be’?”
“I should just go home now.”
“No. I need to obey my Goddess.”
“I don’t have to do this.”
“What am I doing?”
My own mind was against me and I had no control. With all my doubts I knew I could only do that which Goddess had commanded. But my very soul was now in collaboration with my Goddess and I was lost. I could question, but I had no choice be to obey.
Then I heard Goddess’ voice from within my mind. She spoke clearly inside my head. “You will obey me, slave!”
“Yes Mistress. I obey,” I said out loud to no one. And I realized that Goddess was inside me. She truly owns me. I recited my mantra, “I am lost. Only Haylee matters. Goddess Haylee is my everything. Goddess Haylee is my all.” I repeated it over and over as I drove on into the night.
With no further doubts, I pulled up to the address about three and a half hours later. There were cars parked all around. Obviously I was not the only one Goddess had instructed to come. I got excited. Would Goddess be here? Would I meet her?
I parked my car and walked to the house. I would have knocked, but the door was open and I could see lots of guys hanging out inside. So I just open the door and walked in.
“Welcome brother,” one of them said as I stepped in. And what is your slave name?
“John… I’m sorry, Slavejohn.”
It made me happy that my name was met with nods of approval, and guys saying, “Welcome.”
One of the guys walked across the room and gave me a hung. “Hi, John. I’m JohnDavid.”
“JohnDavid!” I repeated back with a smile as my arms wrapped around him and I hugged him back.
“I’m collecting the money. Did you bring the $2,000 that Goddess instructed?”
“Actually, it was $2,200. I have it right here,” I pulled out the wad of cash.
JohnDavid replied, “You keep the $200 for expenses, but the $2,000 is to pay for this place and our mission.”
“Our mission?” I puzzled out loud.
He explained, “We don’t know either, but as soon as everyone arrives we’ll find out.”
The door opened behind me and I turned to find a beautiful, blond haired women. The guy who asked who I was said, “Welcome, and who are you?”
“Lexie,” she said. And JohnDavid and I together exclaimed, “Lexie!” and hugged her.
To be continued…
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