It’s always been a nagging fear that I never really knew who I might become if I surrendered and accepted Goddess Haylee’s plan for my life. Some Christians believe that God has a plan for their lives, and the success of life is determined by how closely you can discern, and then follow, God’s plan. It’s a lot safer to put your fate into the hands of a divine being who is never going to actually show up and say, “What the hell are you doing?” At some level they can project their desires and say that is what they believe is ‘God’s will for their life.”
It doesn’t work that way when your divine master is not someone your read about in a book, but someone who tweets regularly, and if you not sure about what she wants you can chat with her on Facebook. A Goddess like that is downright dangerous. She can direct you in ways you didn’t expect. Like telling me to send her 5% of my money from every paycheck. If I were projecting what my Goddess wants me to do, that is not something I would project. I would project something like Goddess wants me to cum for her twice a day. But this is real and Goddess Haylee knows what she’s doing.
So it is scary. Who is it that Goddess is going to turn me into? Is it someone who I would choose to be? But then I realized it is too simple and obvious. She’s already told me what she wants me to be. I just need to be it. Goddess Haylee has told me to be her slave. Her real, actual slave.
As her slave she owns me and owns everything I have. So I am not afraid of her making me send her 5%. If she owns me she owns my money. So I am grateful because she lets me keep 95%! She wants me to be weak and obedient so she can get what she wants from me when she wants it. So I am chase for her. That makes me weak and malleable so I am obedient. Just like a slave should be. As her slave what I do reflects back onto her as my Goddess, so she wants me to be the best person I can be.The only thing I worry about is being so weak and needy that I become pathetic. So I never take any of this so heavy that it becomes some big drama. This is just how life is supposed to be. I can have fun with my Goddess as long as I know my place. I can joke and have a positive attitude. I want to always be Goddess Haylee’s good pet. The one that is excited and ready to play whenever my master gives me attention. And so I am no longer worried about what Haylee might do to me because I trust her. I may not know what she is going to make of me, but I know whatever it is I really want to be exactly that for her.
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