What’s the Opposite of “Resist”?

I Don't Want To

I Don’t Want To Resist.

What’s the Opposite of “Resist”?

I have been thinking about writing about this for a while now, but this post by Goddess Haylee seemed like the perfect time. I have experienced a few stages in my following Haylee. Yes, there was a time when I resisted. I would try to relax when I was going into trance, but it took a while to learn to let go. With each time I listened to one of her MP3s, or watched the Youtube videos, I learned how to relax and let go. And some days were easier than others. Early on I went deeper with Youtube videos as I got lost in her eyes. Then I found that I went deeper with my eyes closed and Haylee‘s voice inside of my head listening to an MP3.

The next stage was that I overcame resistance in trance. As soon as I hear Haylee‘s sweet voice I let go. Sure there are days when I am distracted, or have an itch, and just can’t let go as deeply as I would like. But it is never resistance, it is distraction, and after a few minutes I relax and melt into Goddess’ words. At this stage, where I found I had resistance was when I was not in trance. I would feel resistance when I was on Facebook, or HypnoticHaylee.com, or IHWT and had doubts. I would think that I should send tribute or buy Haylee a gift and I would think of an excuse not to do so. But the more I read and paid tribute, the more I felt Goddess’ pleasure. Now I find I give freely with a grateful heart.

Now I am trying to embrace the next stage. I am not there yet, but I sense it within me sometimes. I see it in my hero – JohnDavid. That is to give in to Goddess Haylee with abandon. No resistance. Total acceptance. And in place of resistance, intentionally trying to get on Haylee‘s side against my own will. Trying to actively help her to enslave me. I am not there all the time yet, but today when I read Haylee‘s words, “Everything I do on here, and create, is a tool to enslave you further~ With you knowing this, you still can’t resist even if you want to,” my first though is “I don’t want to.” And I just want to say, “Please, enslave me more.” Someone could tell me that it is all a scam, and I would laugh and tell them, “I don’t care. I want more.” On a good day this is where I am, and I am trying to be there all the time. This is now who I want to be.

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Wish I could say I was smart enough to have chosen Goddess Haylee, but I just stumbled across her online. She ensnared me by her words and claimed me as her own. What Haylee wants - Haylee gets. Just live now to be worthy of her gift of bliss. All for Haylee.

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What’s the Opposite of “Resist”? — 8 Comments

    • I want my only thoughts to be your thoughts. I want my only desires to be what you want me to desire. I want to surrender my will and accept your control. Be my Goddess. Be my Mistress. All for Haylee.

  1. Resistance isn’t even on my radar anymore. And how wonderful is it to trust someone so completely, that resistance isn’t ever a consideration?
    Of course, when I see or hear the phrase. “you simlly can’t resist me”, it’s very reinforcing.

  2. To answer your question “accept” is he opposite of “resist”. And once you accept Goddess Haylee Lynn, you start to feel her bliss…

    • By the dictionary definitions, yes, “accept” is the opposite. But what I am trying to capture is that it is more active than just accepting. Accepting seems passive as someone else actively gives something. Accepting is certainly part of it, but I want to actively help Goddess to fully enslave me. “Surrender” might work as the opposite.

  3. Wow, this is clearly the best blog of devotion and instruction, coming from the heart and application that I have read in a long time! Oh, John, isn’t it the most amazing feeling as you awake to a new day after going so so deep in trance to Goddess voice the night before, KNOWING you have gone deeper and feel more enslaved with the new day?! Goddess is so amazingly powerful and talented! There is nothing more satisfying in my days than serving,pleasing, spoiling and worshipping Goddess! When She inboxes me and says to drop down and worship while I use your card, which is Mine, I have never felt so much surrender and submission. Goddess always knows best and never uses me beyond my ability and I trust Her.
    John, I am so so happy to see you progress in Goddesses pleasure and your enslavement. We are so blessed under Goddess, and to see you experiencing this is truly my bliss also!

  4. One of the things I am learning as Haylee’s pleasure is my greatest pleasure, is that I do not have to be the one who pleased her. I take great pleasure in hearing about how other slaves have pleased Goddess. Sure I want to please her and it is a special feeling when I know that it was my gift, tribute or action pleased her, but knowing that Haylee is pleased is all that matters.

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